gniyiew

2009-01-25T11:00:00.001+08:00

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2009-01-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

2008-12-09T22:33:00.002+08:00

2008 has been a rough year.
I'm glad it's coming to an end.
I have got to leave all the unhappy memories behind.
But I'm going to miss the happy moments I spent.

I wish 2009 will be better.
I hope my ahma gets well.
I wish for world peace.
Stop the killing, please.

2008-10-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

I guess I can't take Francais for CDS.
But I die also don't want to do Japanese.
Unless I'm the sway jiao (hahaha binghui!!!) tio Jap zzz.
Well, Italian is open to Design.....

Go figure.

2008-09-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

生命，就是那么的脆弱。
好像一朵玫瑰花。
您一定要坚强。
坚持下去。
一定会好起来的。
我爱您。

2008-08-15T20:33:00.003+08:00

Hello.

What's the use of having an online journal when everyone can read about your personal life? I don't know why I have one myself. *shrugs*

BITCH!!!! Muahahahha.

I'm damn lazy so yeah I'll stop here. Might move back soon, might not. I'll see how. Livejournal's nice though. Heheheheh.

My patience is wearing thin. I feel like pouring Plaster of Paris into your mouth and let it harden. Watch it. When my bubble bursts you'll really see the end of the world (for you only, that is).

2008-08-09T20:34:00.002+08:00

Life's great over at Livejournal! :D

Will be hopping here and there though :)
Just to let you guys know I'm still alive!
Haha.

And,

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

2008-07-13T00:15:00.005+08:00

Donna Karen New York

Weiying's a happy girl now :D

I realised I got a Xanga LOL.

HERE

I'm moving over to livejournal though. Decided already. Will come back IF I feel like it. Toodles.
MUST COMMENT OKAY :D

Hana anytime NFBF :)
mUi on what? thanks anyway hehehe
KIMB hello kimb sissy!!! :*
charm ` hahaha yesyes very addictive! :D

2008-07-12T11:10:00.002+08:00

We all lubbx euu leep leep~

Hanaaaaa, nfbf* :) I know they all said such mean things to you, yeah. I know it's a misunderstanding. BUT STILL?!?!?! WAH NIAOZ. I ALSO KNOW 100% HOW YOU FEEL OKAY. I experienced it before. So hurting lah I emo-ed for like 1 week over that time :( Anyway just want to let you know, no matter what we support you all the way okay! That's what friends are for :D And hor, don't so sad already alrightttt still got rendering to get number 1 for! :)

(nfbf : new found best friend hahahaha)

Sigh x10000 man, experiencing politics at such a young age. Prepares us for the world, though. NICE :D

Okay I needa close this I'm updating my Mozilla.
MOZILLA FIREFOX FTW!!! :D

Hana yeah let's do that :) cheer up okay
xinying his skype nick lor hahaha
ccc omg BYL! and yeah you should DIE DIE DIE you're no god :P
desmond act cute onlyyy~ lol where got. look cute mah hahaha!!
clar that's his skype nick LOL
yasmin TIMMY!!! :D I miss you woman.

2008-07-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

#701

I'm so fucking sick of being ordered around. You think I'm your fucking maid? Weiying help me do this Weiying help me do that. Don't you have fucking manners? I try to make things right. I really tried. I tried my fucking best and what the fuck did I get in return? NOTHING. Guess what? I thought I was going to break my promise just this one more time, but now I think... Maybe I should keep it. So,

F-U-C-K Y-O-U!

2008-07-11T19:44:00.007+08:00

PMS.

I'm not in a very good mood today. Seeeeeriously. But class was kinda fun today. Talking and talking and laughing and laughing and playing PSP and all. Desmond played my GOW and just nice I was at the puzzle there he was like NABEH YOU PURPOSELY LET ME PLAY THE PUZZLE RIGHT. But like, wtf who keep chanting in my ear "lemme play lemme play" -___________-

Photos. Since very long ago. Just a few.

Guan Yin Ma face (JunXian's trademark)

Hiiex w0rxx maii name iish Dessycakex x33

Sonia's awesome piercing.

Jiaobinzxzxzxzx!!!!

Jun Xian AHMA.

Like 8 at night already lor -_-

Aroooonie and I with geek specs lololol.

SEXAYE RED IPOD !!!!!

ALOT of people say Bing Hui handsome -_-
HANDSOME MEH?
(the one in green)
OMG I SENSE MURDEROUS AURA.
(paiseh lah bh although I die also not going to call you 哥哥 but don't need like that rightttttt. YO!)

chernyu no I just colour it. LOL hi bestie your birthday coming
ccc ew :( lol photoshop cannot teach one lah. I TRY okay :)

2008-07-10T14:18:00.001+08:00

Rendering.

Before I head to school, I shall show you all my rendering. Still looks acceptable lah hor. Other than the pen&ink one -_- Zhiwei says my colour pencil rendering is still the best (refer to entry dated 7 July 2008)

Pencil.

Pen & Ink.

Watercolour.

Copic Markers.

And once again, my chio frrrrrrowers :D

Okay wow look at the time I have just missed the 2:15pm bus and I'm officially late for school unless I take the world's fastest $3-onwards bus!

2008-07-09T21:17:00.002+08:00

Furballz!

Today didn't have any lesson so caught 10 Promises to My Dog with Aroonie! Cried lah duh -_- DOG DIE LEH!!! But come to think of it, that movie was quite stupid -_- Actually, the 10 promises make sense! :D The guitar guy looks uhhhhh toot-like. Went to ___ at white sands with Aroonie hehehehe saw Yinjie on the way lolololol anyway yeah went back to school to do rendering. Finished my watercolour-ing. I ALMOST DIED COLOURING I TELL YOU. Omg I felt as if I was never gonna touch watercolours again. LEFT WITH AIRBRUSH TO DO! YAY! CAN'T WAIT! :D:D

There was a piece-o hamster in the studio today. lol piece-o -_- NO IT WAS THE WHOLE DAMN ANIMAL LAH -__- anyway so everybody especially Aris and Clement were soooooo fascinated with it lol but it's damn cute please! Look like a ball of fur. Aris say it's like the fattest hamster in the world LOL.

I finished GOW Hero Mode with Shi Jie's help andddddd I GOT A POTATO SUIT! Woooo. Now I'm like spamming Charon's Wrath at every single thing I see which includes AIR -_- damn coral please.

Okay I shall leave now to go collect orbs by raping the Persian King's sex slaves. LMAOOOO!!!! Major influx of orbs please.

me LAWL yea for once you make sense. HAHA.
Msberry yes thanks! i miss you too jiejie! muahaha
charm` lol thanks miss you too.
rachel ya lor no more nice ones alr xD
ccc lazy siolllll. skype leh! HAHAHA

2008-07-07T20:21:00.005+08:00

(no title)

Seems like everything is going against me recently. Hell load of negative vibes. Also, have been feeling really really sad and all, not sure why also. Getting agitated by the smallest problems, to the extent of tearing up my paper when my rendering went wrong, then running to the toilet to cry, which is not a good thing. Seriously.

Bestie says feeling sad for no reason is a sign of depression. Hmmm.

Maybe I really am a loner. Or am I really trying too hard to be a good friend? Am I really being too nice to people? Just a thought. A thought that had me sitting on the floor thinking for 180 minutes, in the wee hours of the morning.

Crying doesn't solve a shit, Weiying. Don't. Fucking. Cry. Anymore.

Aroon thanks arun. Let's do that someday.. yo :)
mel wednesday?

2008-07-05T11:41:00.003+08:00

Do you know how I feel, sometimes?

Do you?

When I'm putting in 120% effort, you just keep taking and taking and taking and never giving back. I mean, don't you think it's fucking unfair to me? Have you ever asked your conscience? Is it clear?

I'm the one asking you out, I'm the one buying you a present on your birthday, I'm the one who listens to your ramblings when you're down even when I got a fucking big pile of assignments to complete, I'm the one who always gets rejected by you whenever I fucking try to ask you out. You just fucking give me an excuse.

Where are you when I need you, whether it's shopping, or just to chill at Starbucks? Where's my birthday wish? I don't fucking expect a present from you, but you don't even fucking remember my birthday. Why the fuck are you telling me lies, making up excuses? Am I really that insignificant to you? So much so I only get calls from you when everybody else ignores you? I feel that I've been wearing my heart on my sleeve.

I'm so fucking sick of being a fucking substitute.

Sometimes I wonder, do I REALLY have any friends at all? Or maybe I'm really just a loner. I've long run out of tears. Thanks guys. Really, thanks a lot. I thought my life would be cool after I knew you all, but maybe it's just a facade. I don't know, really. You all tell me, I'M YOUR FRIEND I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE and all that stuff, sometimes I don't know if I should believe it.

Maybe I should make a trip to the centre of the earth and never come back up.

2008-07-04T09:57:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS FRRRRRRRRRIDAY!!!! :D

- NO LESSONS AND FOR THE NEXT 3 WEDNESDAYS!!

So Arun and I and Eng Sing are going to run the best marathon (ever) later. So excited!!!!! My maiden voyage sia -_-

LIKE TOTALLY!

I said I wanna run this marathon since like, secondary 1. I kept telling myself, Weiying one day you have to run this marathon. AND FINALLY THIS DAY HAS COME! After like 5 years -_-

Shall go prepare now. Will be back with photos and stuff. I THINK I'LL DUMP THE CLASS CAM-WHORING PHOTOS ENTRY LAH. DAMN SIAN TO WRITE ABOUT IT.

Bye lovelies! :D

ShaDow okie thanks! :)
!xavier mine classic bodoh *wiggle eyebrows*
Benz thanks x2! hahaha
shengming duh my pOr-fessional brushes :) yeah screw row D1 never press that ever!.

2008-07-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

I loved you all along.

Please don't feel sad and stop labeling yourself as useless because you are not. Everybody has something they're good at, maybe you just haven't discovered what you're good at yet. Although you sometimes treat me like shit, scream at me, scold me, I still love you all the same, because we share the same blood.

Quarrels are inevitable, there is really no such thing as a happy family. Give and take. He always taught us to defend ourselves when we're right but insists we're talking back when we try to defend ourselves while he is blaming us and swearing at us. But still he's the one who gives us food, a roof over our heads, good education and so many luxuries that other people might not have.

姐姐，加油！

2008-07-01T21:00:00.005+08:00

My (red) iPod nano!

Just now I was happily watching TV and eating mango when the doorbell rang so I ran to the door and like there was this TNT guy and he said there was a package for my dad I was damn happy I smiled like non-stop for 10 minutes please!!!! At first I didn't dare to open up my package. LOL. Cos I was like scared I'll scratch it :O

I've been staring at it for like the past hour. Damn pretty but it's not RED it's RED. A bit sad, but it's still RED!!!!! And you know you know you know according to the red piece-o paper in the box, it says:

As a (PRODUCT) RED partner,
Apple will give a portion of your
iPod purchase to the Global
Fund to fight AIDS in Africa.
Learn more at www.JOINRED.com

Hello I'm doing charity, please! Good karma :)

Pictures of it together with my other photos will be up soon. I gotta go do my research and studies on:

2008-07-01T11:41:00.003+08:00

Sister, don't be sad please.

I know I've said this a million times to many different people, but this shows I treasure every singly friendship I have. Yes sometimes I tend to overlook the little things my friends have done for me, only to find out when they tell me what they've done. I know sometimes people don't appreciate things I do for them, but somehow, I just do it anyway.

Sister, please don't feel sad, they are really not worth your time. What she said to you last night showed a lot of things. She claimed to be your best friend yet she said all those ugly stuff to you. Do best friends do that? Friendships like this should never be fragile, yet she told you she needed to cool off and that the friendship was so fragile.

Thinking back, what she did to "help" you when you got bullied by people in the past, and recently the ugly things she said to you just because you wanted to be a good child and listen to your mother, it makes you wonder, does she really put you in first place? Are you really that important in her heart? I know you put her in first place, and that she's a very important character in your heart. But doesn't it agitate you? I know it agitated me.

Sister, I feel really sad and hurt for you. And no, I never did once pity you. I'm not in a position to pity people, because I know I'm not that perfect either. I know she's your really good friend, but so what if you've been good friends for 4 years? I've also known you for 4 years, aren't we still really really good friends?

She's your best friend for 4 years, but look what she did to you, making you feel so miserable, insulting you like you're a robot without a heart, making you cry, and lowering your self-esteem by another notch. Again, is that what best friends do?

Best friends understand each other's difficulties. I really couldn't understand why she had to insist on your attendance for the outing despite you having difficulties meeting up in the first place. Words said in a fit of anger are usually true and from the bottom of the heart. That's all I have to say to you.

But anyway, you've got a wonderful boyfriend and friends, what more could you ask for?

And, just to reassure you, even if the whole world doesn't want to be friends with you, I'll still be your very good friend, alright. All I said was from the bottom of my heart, and the heart never lies. I love you, sister.

zhiwei hey YO it's really not easy to organise one alright. why not you try?
chernyu hello bestie hahaha you ah?
xiaoyun yo bestie. cos you didn't VISA it! lol
Msberry hi sister! haha alright and don't sad alr kay, you've got me & your boyfriend :)
ShaDow lol i linked you see below!

2008-06-29T21:18:00.011+08:00

Clique outing!

Met HongJie at Eunos platform and waited for Xiaoyun and like the journey to Somerset was totally hilarious. Went to check out the iPods and then Zhiwei came we had lunch at Hip Diner. Waited for Chernyu for like AGES please. We cam-whored in Hip Diner while waiting and took alot of vids as well. Video at end of entry!

AND YO, DON'T LIKE THAT LEH READ THEN SCROLL DOWN TO WATCH LAH DON'T SEE THIS JI TAO GO TO END OF THE ENTRY I WILL SAD DE WORXZXZX :((

Bee Eff Eff :)

Luo Zhi Xiang face -oo-

Zhiwei REFUSED to do that face with us :(

Went to look for Xiaoyun's formal wear but well, all so $$$ :( So we like walked to Shaw to buy tickets for Zohan but AHHH THE QUEUE WAS LONGGGGGGGGG. So we gave up and since we were hungry (again) we decided to embark on a journey to look for fooood.

Hongjie's trademark : NAUGHTY NAUGHTY!

We walked over to Wheelock for dinner at Sun with Moon $_$

Apparently we had to wait so as usual, cam-whore outside Sun with Moon! HAHA.

Bestie and fellow brandwhore! :D

Omg look at gayshitz!

Hongjie started tearing up the brochure for BrowHaus and therefore we ended up with the following photos:

And the ultimate jiao photo :

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

Gay alert! HAHA.

Sun with Moon.

The bill came up to like $120+ lol but Xiaoyun signed VISA damn cool I want a debit card too :O like SERIOUSLY LAH. Okay I owe Xiaoyun serious money.

Cabbed home with Zhiwei while the others went to watch movie with Feliiiiiiii. Sorry couldn't join you guys :(

ANYWAY I HAVE COME TO THE END OF MY ENTRY SO HERE'S THE VIDEO!

(link)

NEXT ENTRY : CAM WHORING SESSION IN STUDIO WITH CLASSMATES! :D

2008-06-29T18:04:00.004+08:00

Are promises really meant to be broken?

I'm sorry I didn't keep to my promise. I went out today instead of dedicating my time to my wonderful online journal.

Yesterday's clique outing was very very fun indeed although we didn't manage to catch Zohan which made me quite pissed at first :( But with Hong Jie and his Luo Zhi Xiang jiaobin, nobody could stay pissed for more than 10 minutes! Was laughing more than talking O.O Hong Jie should start his own Vlog. Confirm will earn big bucks with Nuffnang. LOLOLOLOL. I'll post up photos most probably next weekend when I'm free again.

Maybe I'll head to Damai again tomorrow with a friend... That is IF the testimonials have been printed. And yes I have fear of motorbikes :O

On a happy note, my iPod Nano's gonna reach my home within the next 3 days!

YAY!!! :D

(Xy, Cy, Hj and Zw have their own version of that photo too!!! :D)

rachel yeah will mass-email everyone soon! :D
Kimb of course lah ^_^
ching chong chiang arbo? muahahaha damn coral!
xinying yeah! wooooo!

2008-06-28T10:12:00.003+08:00

PRODUCT (RED)

I'm officially a proud owner of an iPod Nano PRODUCT (RED). Damn hot please, I even engraved stuff on it! It's frikin' free please!

(click to enlarge)

I engraved :

This is Weiying's iPod.
It is so coral! :D

Don't ask me what's coral. You won't understand if you're not a Spongebob fan.

ANYWAY!

(click to enlarge)

Final product! So proud of myself, first time in my entire academic life I got first in class, this really shuang feeling was shared with Hana, of course! :) Well, need to thank my classmates for all the help they gave me, I know I was annoying at times :X

2008-06-26T23:48:00.001+08:00

I went to DMSS to see Kimb.

Haven't been blogging. Feels damn wrong when I'm too busy to blog, yeah. I've been busy with my final assignment for architectural drawing, which I am finally done with, PHEW. For once I finished my assignment like 1 day early. Don't need to drive night shift :)

Tomorrow's the submission date for final assignment, and also the last day of Architectural drawing! YAY! Can finally throw the big-ass A1 paper at her to mark! Stress free for like 3 days! WOOOHOOO!!!! :D

Anyway this week's been quite fun and all, laughing half of the time in studio with classmates. I swear they are damn damn damn funny! :D But well, Rachel was telling me she noticed although I slack a LOT, when I actually focus on my work I do it quite quickly. I never noticed it :O

Oh. My. God. I like, played with an iPhone today, like seriously! I was like, so fascinated with the iPhone, I went to tell like, everybody? It's really, W-O-W. Except that the iPhone looks exceptionally disgusting when _______ is holding onto it. LOL.

A LOT OF PHOTOS TO BE UP! ~~I'LL DO IT ON SUNDAY, I PROMISE!~~ :)

P/S: about the title, I went to Damai on Tuesday to watch talent time and acc zhiwei to collect his o level cert. And I also saw a lot of old school mates! Miss them hell loads pls :( ANYWAY AH CHUA TREAT US LUNCH AGAIN MUAHAHAHA AH CHUA IS A NICE MAN.

cert lol no problem
Kimb see on top :)
zhiwei okay relinked

2008-06-23T12:51:00.003+08:00

Where oh where can my eyelashes be?

As some of you know I lost one side of my Shu Uemura lashes before. So in anger I went to splurge on another pair. Expensive shitz -___- And guess what happened!

Yea I misplaced one side of the new pair of lashes. AND THE LOST SIDE OF MY OLD PAIR OF LASHES RESURFACED! What the fuck right -_- And like, now I'm not very interested in the old pair already :/

ALSO! My eyelash glue is finishing :O Expensive shitz again :O

Argh bad habits are hard to kick.

Someone wanna buy me a new pair of Shu Uemura lashes together with a new tube of Shu Uemura eyelash glue? ^_^

Weiying, you're gonna be broke very soon :O

{EDIT}

In desperate need of A1 drawing paper.
Someone buy for me please? :(

Procrastination kills.
Really.

:(

{/EDIT}

QIANYING! woohoo
fishball BYEBYE COMDI :)
feli dowan dye black already lah hahaha yeah I'm at your blog everyday
Arun I SAW OMG UNGLAM! :O
Hana it's alrightz shopping!!! :D
joanna haha good right the glue. ahh i know! :\

2008-06-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

Updateeeeee!

Sunday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMA! Buffet *slurps*

Impromptu meet up with Kimb and Loewe at parkway went to get my Tee ruler which cost like 25 bucks but mummy dearest was the best she paid for me :D Did my section drawing at Mac with Loewe and Kimb slacking and I was like so envious please they can slack :( Cam-whored outside PP after that and my mother came to pick me up so she sent them to Eunos bus stop :D Mummy's so nice she went one BIIIIIIIG round just to send them to the bus stop :*

(inserts photos)

Monday
All I remember doing was drawing and drawing and drawing.

Tuesday
Ditto.

Wednesday
Ditto, KFC with classmates. Eng Sing is actually quite scary. Stayed in school to do ComDI til 7pm.

(inserts photos)

Thursday
Cam-whoring day muahahaha seriously. Took about 130 photos total. Reached home at like 9pm :O

(inserts photos)

Friday
Finally one day can wake up at 11 :O
ComDI presentation was scary. But I guess I did good :)

Saturday
Impromptu meet up with Charmaine. House of the Dead 4 !!! :D

(inserts photos)

Sunday
Drawing and drawing and drawing and drawing AND MORE DRAWING.

As you can see I'm very lazy I can't be bothered to upload photos. Maybe next weekend when I'm not busy AT ALL. Or maybe.... With my tong xiao mahjong with classmates HAHAHAHA. Okay back to drawing and more drawing!

2008-06-19T14:05:00.002+08:00

Apple Aloe Vera Juice :D

Craving :O

CAM-WHORING IN STUDIO WITH CLARISSA RACHEL AND AROOONIE!!! WOOOOOO! DAMN FUN! SHALL UPLOAD SOME PHOTOS LATER. OMG WE TOOK LIKE 50 PHOTOS CAN. LMAOOOOO.

I love Toshiba portege web cam :D

Damn sexy please!

2008-06-17T23:26:00.003+08:00

Oh sorrow, won't you flow out?

These tired veins have dried, this tired soul has burned out.

Architectural Drawing!

(click to enlarge)
Rear elevation of the pavilion shit at engin school. I THINK VERY CHIO LEH!
^_^
17397821 hours of drawing this shit pls -_-

(click to enlarge)
One point perspective is sooooo fucking tough and tomorrow we're gonna learn TWO point ohmyfuckinggod I think I'm gonna die. ANYWAY SPOT MY TAMA AND MY PHONE WOOOO!

WEIYING DAMN ZAI!!!!!!!

Zi high -_-

Distance, why won't you disappear?

xinying you kopped it LOL
Weilin no lah I buy then they give free stuff.
eileen no problem it's the least I could do for a friend :)
xiaoyun don't tempt me lah soft and bouncy hair zzzz -_-
Kimb hahahaha updated alr lah sissy next entry about Sunday night babeh! :)

2008-06-15T12:18:00.004+08:00

Should I?

I want to dye my hair back to black again. But I love my current hair colour. Zomgwtf I don't know if I should! I'm afraid I'll regret. Cos once I go black, it'll be damn difficult to go back to brown. Stupid hair so difficult to absorb any colour except black -_____________-

Maybe I'll go a darker shade of brown without going totally black.
YEAH MAYBE I'LL DO JUST THAT.

My dear friend, please don't feel sad. I made a grave mistake once and I learned my lesson. I don't want my friends to make the same mistake. Appearing strong on the outside will only make you more vulnerable inside, so please, don't. Because it's all a facade, it's not true.It's so hard to say how a love could end this way. The one whom you always thought to yourself , 'You're something special' , and the one who cared, just turned and walked away. I know how you feel. I've been through this a million times. If crying makes you feel better, please let it out. If you need a shoulder, please give me a call. I love you always, alright.

Okay I shall go do my research and concepts now.

{EDIT}

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) death
2) supernatural
3) being alone
4) flies and insects and worms
5) massive amounts of blood
6) laptop tio virus
7) getting emotionally hurt

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST:
1) family
2) friends
3) laptop (yeah the sexy white portege)
4) gucci
5) apple juice
6) 86% / 99% cocoa chocolates
7) PSP

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1) laptop (yeah the sexy white portege)
2) PSP
3) make up box
4) documents
5) handphone
6) sanitary padZ (lol)
7) MONEY

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU:
1) very very emotional.
2) love temasek design don't love the course i'm taking.
3) my name damn cool. gniyiew :)
4) major procrastinator.
5) wavy hair since primary 5 babeh.
6) i have a tamagotchi version 5 and very proud of it.
7) i don't fall for people easily but when i do i fall real deep.

SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) go to paris
2) be as rich as bill gates
3) if 2) is not accomplished, shall marry someone as rich as bill gates
4) tell my parents i love them.
5) be as skinny as ngxiaoyun.
6) learn how to make oreo cheesecake.
7) i want a cute baby who doesn't cry.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1) eat
2) shit
3) sleep
4) cry
5) laugh
6) GOSSIP xD
7) love

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1) swim
2) fry an egg properly
3) not get distracted by little things while doing work.
4) live without family and friends
5) not get pissed at little things (lol)
6) not play psp for at least 1 day.
7) die before i become a millionaire.

SEVEN THING THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1) small eyes
2) nice hair
3) humor
4) concern
5) little surprises
6) never leaves me alone
7) nerds with style babeh.

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1) fuck
2) omfgwtf
3) dammit
4) why!!
5) yeah
6) nope
7) sup?

SEVEN CELEBRITY CRUSHES:
1) Johnny Depp with eyeliner
2) Kyle Patrick
3) J.T.
4) Enrique Iglesias
5) Jay chou
6) Hugh Grant
7) Shayne Ward

SEVEN PEOPLE YOU WANT TO DO THIS SURVEY:
1) xiaoyun
2) fiona
3) charmaine
4) zhiwei
5) xinying
6) timmy
7) melinda

{/EDIT}

2008-06-13T21:09:00.003+08:00

Friday the thirteenth.

So everybody wore black to school and I didn't know about it! Although coincidentally I wore black too :) ArDwg was, as usual, frustrating. Today we learned how to draw sections. Like what the fuck why the fuck must we learn sections like why must we cut a frikin' railing into half?!

So frustrating. ANYWAY after class we all decided to lunchbox with Justin so we all went to da bao food to studio and eat as a class lmaoz. 2 days in a row I eat Western food. I swear I'm getting sick of it. LOL.

Continued slacking in studio until ComDI we all went to class and we were all super enthu so like we asked Felix to let us present first. So we did. LOL damn shitty I forgot like 1/2 of my lines. Anyway there are 4 groups in class, for assignment 2, and guess what! 3 groups are doing the same damn thing -__________- The Shu Uemura one. Zomg lah me and Xinying came up with a lot of ideas already though.... 2 IS ALOT LAH! LOL. All the lightbulbs keep appearing on top of our heads. Lol. ANYWAY CLASS PHOTO AGAIN! :D

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GAY ALERT!!!!!!

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Taken with Sonia's macbook. Damn cool. Damn sian cos the class not 100% black. Lol. Okay I shall go do my section drawings and my back elevation. So many dotted lines zzz.

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^ see that. *YAWN*

xavier muahahahahaha. prata date leh!!!

2008-06-11T13:42:00.002+08:00

On the bus.

This afternoon on my way to school there was this kind lady sitting beside me because I was sneezing and sneezing and like she was asking me "are you okay", "is the aircon too cold for you" and "you wanna tissue".

Maybe there really are kind Singaporeans. Just. Like. ME.

Muahahaha.

2008-06-10T20:34:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 680TH, AND OVERDUE ENTRY.

Not like I celebrate or what lah. But it's a nice number don't you think? ^_^ Anyway hahahahahahaha today was quite fun I guess although I was like, dozing off every 2 seconds during ArDwg lesson :P

I need to like, redo my descriptive and expository essays, like seriously, WHAT. THE. FUCK. I gotta redo because Felix said 3/4 of my essay was irrelevant. And so was my descriptive. Lolololololololol. BUT WELL I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO DO MY ESSAYS NOW so I shall blog a VERY x VERY overdue entry.

Which is about the mini shopping night with ~~bitch~~ Isaac -_-

Met him at Orchard after work. Supposed to meet at like PS but he was like LATE?! So I went to Orchard alone zzz *shrugs* anywayyyyy so we went shopping!!!!

Walked around Wisma and he bought a Flesh Imp shirt I was damn sian 1/2 because I haven't bought anything :(

And he told me some bitchy information lmao !

So I decided that if I didn't buy anything that night I wasn't going home.
Andd.... I spent a LOT of money -_-

The amazing amount of free gifts :x

Anyway I hadn't eaten dinner so we were walking around Paragon and randomly I said I want to eat Din Tai Fung and ended up eating there LOL.

Are you drooling now?

:D

BITCH DON'T EAT VINEGAR AND GINGER SO SAD :(

Drooling right heheh.

Unglam :O

Woah long lashes LOL

See the stupid Gucci >:(

Anyway Isaac was nice enough to pay for everything wooo :D
No wait. I paid 1 buck. LOL! xD

Oh he's very fascinated with this $50 note lololol.

After that we went for more shopping and !@#$%^&* he bought a pair of CK jeans ROARRRRRR. But looks nice :)

Walked over to heeren to see if there was anything nice but nothing nice leh :(
I'm still laughing at the $10 Brazil havaianas flip flops we saw at NUM. HAHAHA.

Just stoned at level 1 and cam whored.

:(

Random Indian kid xD

Jiao Binzxzxzxz.

The security chase us out because we took photos :(

So just... went home lor. Clorets secret mints was having this offer like 2 for 2 bucks so wooo Isaac bought it and gave me 1 box! Free sweet! :D AND IT DOES NOT MAKE THE WOMAN POUR WATER DOWN HER SHIRT PLEASE IT'S NORMAL MINTS LOR ZZZ. STUPID ADVERTISEMENTS HAHA.

Short tongue lah laugh lah -_-

..^ THIS IS SINGAPORE NUMBER 1 AUNTIE.

GIAN ALL THE DISCOUNT!! LOL!

Anyway Bing Hui just told me something damn damn funny.

"Her makeup is like 2kg"
"she buys her makeup in big pots"

-_-

whi am i called SA boy nice reader :) haha you look like SA boy mah xD
charyl hahaha yeah but hot like shit -_-

2008-06-09T20:46:00.006+08:00

Today is uniform day.

So, duh I wore Damai uniform to school. Stupidly. Excitedly. Met Xy at TP bus stop and walked into school like 2 idiots. Yuan Yu said she didn't wear because she didn't know about it. HELLO WE WERE TALKING ABOUT IT ON FRIDAY DURING COMDI! *waves*

So yeah like half the class didn't wear me and Xy sian 1/2 cos we looked like idiots. But others came in with uniform so we told ourselves we aren't the only ones WOOO. Anyway ArDwg class today was quite -_- because I learnt that in sec 2 D&T but I guess this time it would be a more profound version? *shrugs*

Anyway after class everybody (me, Xy, Muiling, Yuan Yu, Desmond, Bing Hui, Eng Sing, Jun Xian and Amber) went to TM to eat Pastamania lolololol. As usual got separated (duh). Clement and the smarty SAJC uniform came too. Got people wear necktie too woooo! :D

^ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG!

Headed back to school and bought scale ruler bought wrong one lah fug -_- Anyway ComDI lessons did peer review on the essays again. Got back my descriptive essay and half of my essay was irrelevant LMAO so I guess I'm re-doing.

Had Presentation skills lesson. Felix the cat is funny lmaolmaolmao Michael Jackson! After class we took class photo! LOLOLOLOL!

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Amazon Green -_-

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FELIX THE CAT! :D

Then we left and they took a uniform-people-only photo OMG :(
Shall artificially insert myself into the photo when SAboy sends me xD

ANYWAY I BOUGHT MY TAMAGOTCHI ALREADY DAMN CUTE PLEASE! WOOOOOO! OMG THE 3 BABIES JUST TOOK A SHIT LMAO!

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Lol -_-

charm` haha ya I bought it already!
xinying huh?
Arun yeah you saw it :)
zhiwei you just read my entry.

2008-06-07T19:14:00.006+08:00

I AM!

Very x very excited about my tamagotchi! Omg I'm like going to buy it tomorrow I'm like sooooooo excited about it! Hope mummy pays for it though :)

First time she didn't say NO and nag when I said I wanted to buy. WAH *clapclap*

CHIO BO~! OMG !!!!!
But I think Singapore version not so chio leh =\
SHALL SEE TOMORROW.

Everybody in class except Clarissa and I don't seem to be interested in the tamagotchi. ZZZZZ. Especially Bing Hui who persistently said NO despite me trying to psycho him -_-

TAMAGOTCHI VERSION 5 HERE I COME!

Okay MAYBE I should do my essays for ComDI first -_-\

{EDIT}

Omg Sylvia convinced me into wearing my full school uniform instead of PE shirt on Monday! Like seriously, the last time I wore uniform was.... when? November 2007? Omg!

Brings back all the memories.

Monday shall be Damai uniform day.

{/EDIT}

2008-06-06T19:56:00.004+08:00

Something random.

SINCE NGXIAOYUN TAGGED ME LIKE A MILLION TIMES (5, actually) TO DO THIS THING I SHALL DO IT BECAUSE........

TONIGHT IS SLACK-ALL-YOU-WANT NIGHT !
SELF-DECLARED, OF COURSE :)

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ask him fuck off and die then go home sit in one lonely corner emo LOL.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Rich like Bill Gates

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Haven't thought much about it other than that sparkling big diamond!!! :D

4. What is your fairytale?
Errrr fairytales. DON'T. EXIST.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
:)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
It depends :)

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
As long as not married still got chance bodoh! Lol.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes, spending too much moolah.

10. Is being in a college fun?
No it's fucking stressful.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
World famous hokkien speaking retail and hospitality designer woooo!

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and frrrrriendz (lol)

13. Do you believe in God?
God as in... Jesus? Not really.

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. But not poor until sleep at bedok reservoir park that kind of poor lah!

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
turn off the bloody alarm -_-

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yep.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Haven't thought about that...

18. What type of friends do you like?
No idea actually I see shuang then can be friends lor see bu shuang then *shrugs*.

19. What friends do you dislike?
If I disliked someone he/she won't be my friend already right BODOH!

tag to :
Timmy!
Fiona
ZZZZZhi Wei
YEOCHERNYUPLSGETABLOG
Your mother

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Hokay shall blog about this week.

Monday
First day of school. Architectural Drawing was kinda "fun" because all we did was try to draw straight horizontal lines on A2 paper with shade variations, and write all our friends' names in specific font sizes and font styles. Got bored after like 6 lines so I started writing what I like, then re-wrote my friends' names, and then got bored AGAIN, so I wrote stuff about myself and all. LOL. After lesson went to eat prata with class people. Woo we're bonding~ apparently -_-

Then had Communicating Design Ideas (ComDI) lesson, lecturer is FELIX (funny name) and he looks like a ________ lmao. After school went to TM for "field trip" was half dead because of killer cramps.

Tuesday
Didn't go to school. Omg -_- I REGRET, SERIOUS.

Wednesday
I went to draw the Design school for my ArDwg lesson. Supposed to be doing my second one alr but because I was absent on Tuesday I had to like yah do 2 in 1 day which was highly impossible -_-

I know it looks very noob-like.
HELLO NEVER TOUCH PENCIL FOR LIKE 8 MONTHS?

Had PH at TM with Arun for lunch. Went back to school checked out the library TV room thing very very very very cool please! We were watching Discovery Channel. Muahahaha.

ComDI presentation for collage. Felix say I very lame -_- because I do tamagotchi. But don't you guys think it's a very good invention? Very innovative! Aiya maybe because I didn't prepare properly. LOL.

Thursday
No ArDwg lesson woohoo! But I woke up at like 830 to shade my drawings only to find out I had to redraw _|_ so OBVIOUSLY I couldn't finish the 2nd one. Thomas was kind to extend :)

Had this library research workshop thing in the library had to watch this video I was bored like 3/4 of the time the other 1/4 was spinning around in my chair and watching chris crocker youtube videos. LOL.

Went home to finish my drawings but ended up going to Vivo to fetch baboon but well we were like 1 hour early so walked around saw Yao Hong haven't seen him in 3 years I guess (longggg time), so went to catch up with him for awhile outside B&J's. Apparently all we talked about was school and me complaining about how much I hate school. Become handsome liao wor some people. Hahahaha. DUDE 10 points!!!!

Today
The day I have been waiting for since first day of school (lol). Went to school at around 945 to submit my 2nd drawing. Zzzzz. Slacked around trying to do my ComDI citations and essay in the studio but what the fuck I was like ALONE in the whole studio it was damn creepy okay I tell you but the Year 2s were upstairs and this guy called Farhan (I think) looked down from there and said hi to me LMAO funny.

Sonia came around 12 I guess? Then Justin came too. At least not so lonely. Muahahaha. Then Arist-forgethowtospell also came. Walau eh I really wanted to die already lor because I couldn't really finish my stuff. But I still finished! :D So played neopets and bitched with ___ HAHAHA OMG! :D

ComDI was kinda stupid cos it was just doing peer review and brief about what to submit for assignment 1 and Felix was funny today lol. Farhana is a nice girl! :D Amber's Gucci strap also qi mao. I LOL!

After school went to eat bah chor mee with class woooooo. But I didn't eat cos I WANT 85 BAH CHOR MEE ONLY! Lol. So ended up playing PSP and cam-whoring. Post pictures up next time when I'm not so lazy.

Okay I wanna play patapon now so BYE!

pata pata pata pon~
pon pon pata pon~
chaka chaka pata pon~
don dondon don don~

LOL!

2008-06-06T00:15:00.002+08:00

FRUSTRATED.

I should have gone to school on Tuesday. Now I'm struggling like a fucker. ComDI sucks. ArDwg sucks. This block sucks. Fuck this block. I hope this block finish faster so we can all continue to the next block which won't be so stressful (I hope) since there's only 1 module to do.

FUCK LAH. I haven't finish my ArDwg while others have submitted and I still have ComDI essay and citation to do and submit tomorrow and that sucks. My brain cells aren't really working right now I'm not in a right state of mind I could like just go out and kill someone zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Poly life sucks. I regret wasting my holidays away.

2008-06-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

Declaration

The 16 week war has just begun.

Go for it, Weiying. You can pull through the next 16 weeks.

xiaoyun added!

2008-06-03T15:56:00.003+08:00

Holidays

This is going to be a long entry.

My 14-day holiday revolved around work, mini shopping trips, ONE outing and stoning at home. I spent 2 days figuring out Zhi Wei's present and planning for it, 8.5 days working, 1 day outing to Sentosa with clique (Zhi Wei's 17th birthday celebration), 1 night (0.5 days) shopping with Isaac ~~the bitch~~ and 2 days just stoning at home -_- kind of lousy holiday spent, actually. Many other things happened, both pleasant and unpleasant.

Work was both fun and of course, tiring. Plaza Singapura was busy x busy, couldn't see the fucking entrance during peak hours, seriously. But they have the biggest storeroom I have ever seen :O Change Alley only had 2 busy hours, lunch hour which is about 1pm and knock-off time which is about 6pm but the shop closes at 7.15pm so HAHA! First time I reach home before the sky became pitch black. Best was still Vivocity. Most fun of all. Finally met Laiha after like 3 months? It was her birthday on Saturday so made a card for her last minute heheheheh. It's always fun working with her she makes my day :) Funny woman. And on Sunday I got my menses. Shit -_- Corrine was telling me that Baboon and I have the same pattern haha. LAIHA! MUST GO OUT WITH HEADBANDZ K! :D

Yesterday was first day of school, kinda bad first impression of ArDwg, because it was boring and it sounded difficult. ComDI also kinda sucky, because it's like English and communicating and all, and I don't like talking in perfect English... hmm but writing's fine :) And guess what I'm at home today -_- screw menses cramps and sore throats.

Anyway since bitch has 4 more entries to go before the shopping trip entry, and he refuses to let me blog about it first, I shall blog about Zhi Wei's birthday! (Sorry it's a little late)

I edited close to 60 photos omg -_- total number of photos taken was 185!! Lol.

So XY, Flakk and I met at 9.45 IN THE MORNING (zzz) to buy the cake. But stupid bus was sooooooooo tortoise-like I told XY to get the cake first. Very pretty Nutella cake! :D

Had MacDonald's for bf.

In case you don't understand what it means, take a look at the list below:

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The cake with 17 candles!

This is Zhi Wei.

Had to act the blowing out because he blew before I could snap a shot.
_|_

Clever me pushed all the candles into the cake and made birthday boy take it out with his mouth muahahaha. Almost pushed his face into the cake -_-

Ew -_-

Hongjie: DID THEY USE RECYCLED PAPER FOR THIS?!!

After eating cake and waiting for Zhi Wei, we headed to Sentosa! Wooo!

CY and Flakk bonding lolololol.

Zhi Wei with a zhng-ed phone. LOL!

Bestie!

Errr, what's that boyband?....
OH!
PRESENTING.... 5566 SINGAPORE EDITION!
So lame -_-
(LOOK AT FLAKK SO POSE-Y!)

Sooooo sec 4 LOL!

Hong Jie insists on entertaining us by pole-dancing -_-

We all bought tickets for the cable car ride woooo~

Going to take a cable car!

{EDIT}

We got into the wrong lift -_- so we went back to first floor and took another lift up. Lol Hongjie very fascinated with the lift so he wanted to act like he was flying!

LAWLZX.

(Nah, XY, here's the video. Sorry it wasn't rotated lol)

{/EDIT}

This is funny.

Hongjie: WOOW! CABLECAR~

Hongjie: I'm flying~~~

Chernyu zi lian zhao.

Laoniang -_________-

There was this pond thingy with a platform in the middle where the mosaic-ed girl is standing, we tried to take a jumping photo but it failed miserably so I REFUSE TO POST IT.

FLAKK EMO!

HI ZHI WEI! WE KNOW IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY AND YOU ARE EXCITED!

In the shuttle bus.

Helium ballooonzzzzz.

Tried to imitate Oscar~
Unglam x unglam. But XY looks damn cute here lmao.

SILOSO!

BOLLYWOOD BABEH!

Hongjie wanted to go to underwater world so desperately so we decided to go! It's been like 10 years since I went there too.

3 musketeers.

Touch pool.

Disgusting worm thingys. They are called uh GARDEN EELS.

I think the one right at the back there is dying it's upside down!

Those are live developing shark eggs can :O

Sea Angels.
Damn pretty luh! But my lousy camera couldn't take a nice shot of them :(

Remind me of Quraisha -_-

ON THE MOVING THING IN THE TUBE!

Beware the "GREAT WHITE SHARK" *snorts*

Giant crab :O

After this shot my camera battery went dead :(

We got lost after exiting the underwater world zzz. Took a beach tram back to beach station took some more helium balloons and took a shuttle bus back to Imbiah station and took the cable car back to Harbourfront. Had Sakae for dinner then went home. Very fun day! Still feel the most easy with clique don't need to fake anything can be as unglam as I want LMAO! :D

WOOO CLIQUE ROCKS!

zhiwei you think like that I also have nothing to say what XD
jon huh flap what wings lol :)
isaac no lor you then singapore no. 1 auntie everything also gian muahahaha :D
Michelle haha ok linked you.
RABI`A hahaha linked.

2008-05-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

I'm tired.

Really, I am.

I'm tired both mentally and physically.

I'm tired of working like a fucking dog for more than half of my term break.
(2 days, and another 7 days STRAIGHT, mind you.)
I'm tired of being gey kiang and trying to solve problems that aren't mine.
I'm tired of trying to solve my own fucking issues, in vain.
I'm tired of being a substitute to like, well, everybody.
I'm tired of people who make empty promises to me.
I'm tired of making empty promises to people.
I'm tired of treasuring every single friendship I have. Maybe they don't deserve it.
I'm tired of crying myself to sleep.
I'm tired of blaming everybody, then realising it's really my fault.
I'm tired of thinking about anything and everything.
I'm tired of waiting for everything.
I'm tired of being the one who gets her heart shattered, EVERY SINGLE TIME.
I'm tired of being a good friend, maybe, just maybe I'm too nice to everybody.
I'm tired of telling people Yeah I'll do it. gey kiang lor.
I'm tired of telling lies to people, my conscience is then, not clear at all.
I'm tired of listening to people tell me lies and I actually believe at first.
I'm tired of going back home and realising they were actually lying to me.
I'm tired of being so fucking gullible.
I'm tired of people claiming they'll be there for me through my darkest times.
I'm tired of realising that the above statement was never true.
I'm tired of being my own fucking best friend.

I'm tired of everything.
Really.
Just shoot me.

Watch THIS.
He looks like he's talking rubbish.
But when you're as emo as me and listen to every single word he says,
yeah he actually makes sense.

2008-05-27T23:26:00.003+08:00

WHO IS SINGAPORE'S NUMBER 1 AUNTIE????

DON'T TELL YOU! MUAHAHAHAHA.

I promised that person I won't blog about it tonight. Spoiler :( BUT I WILL BLOG ABOUT IT SOOOOOOOON! :D

Screw this holiday. Am working 1/2 of the time. SCREW THIS HOLIDAY. ZZZ.

Oh, before I forget.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, CHARYL.

It's been 5 years. You're the one I first spoke to in Damai. I still remember that day vividly. Thanks for being such a good friend. Love you always!

marcus yeah hard core heheheh. oh don't forget hard gay :)
xiaoyun lol yes meh I think I look damn shitty in the video -_-
zhiwei (no reply)

2008-05-26T23:43:00.003+08:00

Dedication.

Girl, this entry is dedicated to you.

Seeing you get all emotional and to the extent of crying reminds me of what I was 4 months ago. I was as selfish as you, I kept my problems to myself, I cried to myself, I talked to myself, I thought of things that you'd never imagine I would think about. I really regret not letting it out, now it's all cooped inside, I can't seem to get rid of it totally. Anyhow, this entry is not about me, it's about you.

Life isn't as smooth-sailing as we think it is. These problems are God's way of testing our endurance. We shouldn't run away from it, instead, walk towards it, face it, solve it and move on.

I feel very bad for you when I know you're keeping something to yourself and letting yourself suffer in silence yet I can't do anything about it. It happened to me, but I don't want it to happen to someone I love, be it my family, my friends, or that special someone.

Please, don't feel like this, alright. If you must, be as selfish as you can when you're happy and filled with joy, I don't mind not sharing your joy. However, please be as generous as you can when you're sad, frustrated, angry, whatever, because I mind when you don't share your unhappiness with me. Cooping up in your room and keeping things to yourself will only make things worse. I will be there for you no matter what okay, girl. Be strong.

Your other friends can tell you the same thing, but will they really commit to the promise they made? I've experienced so many broken promises, have been hurt by those people, I don't expect you to accept whatever promises people make, but you have known me for 10 years, dear. Not 10 days, not 10 months, but 10 years. It's more than half of your life, I hope you'll believe what I have to say.

No matter what happens, whether you're sad, confused, frustrated, emotional, or happy, I'll be there for you always. I just want to let you know that even if the whole world despises you, I'll be the only one who will not. All your friends and family can walk out on you, rest assured you'll not be alone, I will never walk out on you. You're a really special friend to me, girl. I can't afford to lose you as a friend.

It's all up to you, I can't force you to share your problems with me either. Just remember this, if you need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, I'm just a few blocks away, or rather, I'm just a phone call away =)

You're a really special friend to me, I hope I am to you too =)

2008-05-26T22:10:00.004+08:00

Happy 17th birthday Zhiwei.

I'm too lazy to photoshop the photos now. So I'll just upload some videos. Enjoy!

ZHIWEI BIRTHDAY!

And currently watching his vids on youtube. Funny shit luh.

fishball haha yah xD
xiaoyun yo bestie!!
Kimb nevermind :)
zhiwei no problem zhiwei.

2008-05-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

Pure disappointment, really.

If you knew you couldn't commit, why did you make that fucking promise in the first place? Nobody would have blamed you if you had said you weren't available then. I'm not angry. Really, just very disappointed. By backing out last minute after making such a big promise, ask yourself, do you feel guilty? Is your fucking conscience clear?

This birthday celebration cost us at least 160 dollars, 21 days and a lot of brain cells. You guys think it's easy to plan this. NO IT'S NOT FUCKING EASY BECAUSE YOU GUYS AREN'T THE ONES PLANNING, ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS PAY AND TURN UP, OR NOT. I swear, there are at least 100 more white hairs on my head right now. I almost fucking broke down planning this shit, and like......... fuck lah you guys won't fucking understand my fucking pain.

So, tell me, truthfully. What did you do for this birthday celebration other than monetary contributions? I have done my very best to make things right, have you?

I swear from the bottom of my heart, to never plan anymore birthday celebrations. This sucks. The past 21 days were pure agony for me. I told a lie to my manager so that I would be free on this day, but seemed like nobody really cared, huh.

Thanks a lot, guys. Thanks a lot.

2008-05-20T19:17:00.002+08:00

Weather's getting unbearable.

I'm perspiring in an AIR CON-ED ROOM. Wow.

Hmm, so far, holidays have been... great. Except for now, because I'm doing some last minute stuff for my group to submit to Perry later. Sometimes I wonder, why do I volunteer to do so much? Why am I so gey kiang, knowing that I might not do it due to indolence? Why am I so fucking lousy in everything I do so much so every time I see other groups' work, or even my other group members' works, I feel so fucking inferior. I know I don't have much of a talent in art, although I really am interested. I know I'm not creative, I need to pick ideas here and there, morph and combine it and call it "my own" even though I know it isn't fully my work. I don't know, really. Sometimes I give great work without effort, sometimes I give shit even though I put in so much fucking effort.

Maybe, just maybe, Design was a wrong choice. Temasek Design School is for creative people, I'm beginning to doubt my creativity, and it's only the end of the first block.

Kimb lol cannot see meh? bo bian wurz. Haha.
feli yah lor haha long bob lah can't stand short hair xD
charm` hahaha longer than that xD
!xavier lmaoz
fishball no problem ^-^
xinying haha thankz
qirong I can't believe you couldn't recognise me! zomg

2008-05-19T17:19:00.006+08:00

I'm okay, I'm okay.

Many people have been asking if I'm okay, judging from the post below *looks downwards* I'm okay, really! :D Thanks anyway! Love you all many many!

Happy Vesak Day to everybuddyyyy~

Yesterday I went to do my hair (again) very straight now, I LIKE. I cut bob hair omg love it! :)

Can you all see? It's a little dark, I know.

Random post. LOL! Everyday blog sia omg -_-

Now, I realise who is true and who isn't. When you need me, you just call me up and treat me like your best friend. When you got your own friends and all just dump me in a corner. Can't believe I was so stupid. Now, I know. To hell with you people, you know who you are.

ant spoil simi atmosphere? lol
feli okayyyy feliiiiiiiiii~! my holidays end 30 may lawl.
Aroon hahaha alright! :)
!xavier lol cos you told me about the glowing ninja
mUi yah psychiatrist say I think like 20 year old omg -_- yah 2 hands to clap hahaha.
charm` Yup more to add on to the collection! :) haha I'm over it luh just that time frustrated xD
Michelle yeah! haha see you soon! :)

2008-05-17T18:18:00.004+08:00

-

I really hate this kind of feeling. Must you torture me like this? Must you keep appearing just when I'm almost succeeding, and all my efforts go to waste because of your reappearance. It's a chore to me, really. Stop doing this to me, will you?

You told me those things, gave me so much fucking hope and then 1 month later crash it like a fucking vase, you think it's fun breaking people's hearts? So tell me, what's next? You make people loathe you, do you know? What? I started all this shit?

Nowwww, I'm pissed.

Just because you're older doesn't mean you're more mature than me. Physically maybe but mentally you're just so fucking immature and childish, alright. Just think about what happened 4 months ago. Yes 4 months is a long time, have you ever spared a thought for my feelings, how I spent the past 118 days? Positive, I actually went to count. I hate how I suffered trying to let go, and when I was just about to, you reappeared and fucking held me back.

YEAH I'M VERBALLY VIOLENT, SO WHAT? I tried not to be because you told me girls shouldn't say such words. I really tried, but YEAH I DIDN'T FUCKING SUCCEED.

Oh guess what?

GO SUCK SOME GLOWING NINJA BALLZ* LAH MOTHERFUCKER. YOU DON'T FUCKING DESERVE TO EXIST. HELP THE WORLD, MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE BY DISSIPATING.

Frustrated. Sad. Happy. Hate. ~~Love~~.
~~Love~~ does not exist in my vocabulary anymore.

I wanna turn back time, to the period where all I cared about was cartoons and buying pretty lacy socks for elementary school.

* credits xavier

jojo hahaha blog ar blog :)
zhiwei YOU BETTER BE. lol.
Kimb Bonjour, mon nom est Weiying et je vous manque :)
charm` can we go out shopping soon? imy alot!
rachel hahaha yeah! finally! haha.
clement hello branded boy! :D
ant what the fuck -_- go out soon leh!
hsinray okay.
Aroon hey aroooonie! no problem! love!

2008-05-17T01:45:00.001+08:00

I should have just waited.

Maybe I'm too impatient, that's why I got "scammed". The price of my mobile phone dropped by 140 bucks 2 weeks after I bought it. Great. Slowly, it keeps dropping and dropping and now the value of the phone is close to $100.

At first there were 2 colours (red and black). Then out came another chio colour (Havana bronze). I say, shit should have waited. But OH WELL! THEN another chio x chio colour come out. I ji tao WHAT THE FUCK LAH. Gawd I'm so fucking pissed x pissed lor.

White and GOLD leh! Chio x chio x chio manz.

Fuck lah should have just fucking waited.

ANYWAY!
I just finished colouring a birthday card. OMG lah I printed the card out and I coloured it. Stupid lor, BECAUSE MY PRINTER HAS NO COLOUR~

Cute hor. I feel like I'm never gonna colour anything ever again -_-
Pardon the lousy photo quality. Taken with webcam.

I wanna go sleep. Goodnight/morning.

2008-05-14T23:09:00.003+08:00

$2 people. u noe i noe he duno..HAHAH

Nice one, Auntie Cinderella. Hahahahaha! :D Holidays in 2 days :D :D :D

*throws confetti in the air*

I know you people from TDS can't wait either! WOOOO!

*throws some more confetti in the air*

2008-05-13T12:31:00.003+08:00

There's always a first time.

2 in the morning ahma complained she was breathless. First time I panicked so much.
Mother called ambulance. First time I saw paramedics in the bedroom.
Ahma had fever and was breathless. Went to hospital.
Followed the ambulance to hospital. First time I entered A&E.
Ahma's condition stabilised. First time I felt SO relieved.

First time I reached home at 5am and slept at 6am.

Get well soon ahma we all love you deep deep.

2008-05-13T00:59:00.004+08:00

I'm sick.

Coughing and coughing like fug. Think I got it from Xiaoyun. And it's 1000 times worse than hers. Having menses and it sucks. Frequent mood swings during this time of the month piss people around me off (I'm sorry!) Chionging assignment 3 and 4 like a dog it's due on Friday but presentation is on Thursday so it's kinda shitty. I doubt I'll be in the right state to go out tomorrow for assignment meeting I hope MuiLing and Xinying can come over or something....

Holidays are coming but I'll be working the whole of 2 weeks but well, I took leave specially for 24th May! :D Be honoured, Zhiwei. I gave up 65 bucks for you. SHOW SOME APPRECIATION PLEASE! YOUR PRESENT CAUSED ME TO HAVE LIKE, 10 MORE WHITE HAIRS LOR!

Pictures from Saturday.

Xiaoyun: *pokes lion's head repeatedly*

10th May: Happy 15th birthday Beeeeeeeeeee Hwa.

11th May: HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOTHERS! AND HAPPY **TH BIRTHDAY MUMMY DEAREST! WE ALL LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP!

12th May: Happy 17th birthday Chee Hao.

rachel hey ni hao! hahaha
mUi yeah I don't believe in it really. haha.
XINYING linked!
aris hello wartortle :D
Desmond i'm as hot as snow white, who is 1000 times hotter than cinderella. muahahahaha. HOTNESS!
Casslyn ya lor!!!
kayan EEEEEWWWWWW I hope it's not fake lor. i like MRT lol.
Isaac I asked you to concern one lor, bitch -_- THANKS AH! lol. Yeah shopping spreeeee after I recover. Get that 1000 bucks from your dad! WOOOOOO GSS!!!!!!!!

2008-05-11T12:26:00.003+08:00

AUNTIE CINDERELLA WITH FAKE LV BAG?!

(referring to Desmond who thinks he's as hot as Cinderella)

Anyway yesterday was major brainstorming about Zhiwei's birthday day. And shopping!!! But the stuff I bought don't belong to me :(

PEOPLE! YOU ALL OWE ME SERIOUS MONEY! I'M FUCKING BROKE NOW!

Pictures next post.

2008-05-08T21:15:00.003+08:00

WHAT THE FOUR-LETTER-WORD!

Have been blogging alot recently -_- Anyway I saw this on Kaiyan's blog I really WTF. Next time don't need buy bus concession liao take train all the way! WOOOO!

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Singapore should hire more workers to double up work speed so we get to sit new trains soon! Woooo! Er, Mr President, can we get the Shinkansen trains like in Japan? :D They look cool!

Cool hor. My favourite :D

2008-05-08T11:33:00.004+08:00

It's raining, man.

I don't know why maybe cos I'm too bored but I decided to do this quiz thing that I haven't done for ages and since I saw it on bestie's blog I shall do it *shrugs*

1.At what age do u wish to marry ?
- Er 26, 27?

2.What do you want the most now?
- Good grades and some extra cashhh.

3.Who is the person you trust the most?
- Me.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Nope.

5. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Marry a rich man and become taitai bff with Xiaoyun.

6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
- Errr obviously -_-

7. What is your goal for this year?
- Pass Year 1 and buy a gucci bag.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Not really.

9. Do you think you look good?
- I have 4 pimples on my face.

10. What feeling you love the most?
- When I can just tell the sales person: I WANT THIS. without looking at the price tag.

11. What feeling you hate the most?
- When I need to stare at the price tag of something and then feel sad cos it's too $$ -_-

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours
- Yes.

13. Do you believe in God?
- *shrugs*

14. What do you think is the most impt thing in your life?
-Family and friends and of course the few pieces of paper and card in my wallet.

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
- ______ fill in the blanks.

16. Whose your best friend?
- Charmaine and Xiaoyun and Fiona.

17. Who care for you the most?
- Family.

18. If given a choice to stop the time, when will you want it to be?
- When I throw my square hat during uni graduation ceremony or sth.

19. Do you believe there is fate and it's destined or it is the path you chose?
- The path I chose.

20. Do you believe love at first sight?
- No.

Starting time: 11:39am

Name: Weiying
Sister: Cenying & Qianying
Brother: -
Shoe Size: UK 8
Height: 1.63
Where you live: Eunos

Favourite drinks?
- Lemon tea, green tea, Iced waterrrrrr.

Favourite breakfast?
- Don't usually eat breakfast.

Have you ever been on a plane?
- Duh.

Swam in the ocean?
- No.

Fallen asleep in school?
- Duh. Who doesn't? :)

Broken someone's heart?
- Uh maybe.

Fell off your chair?
- Yeah.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
- Yeah.

Saved e-mails?
- Important ones only.

What is your room like?
- Ancient stuff. All wood, babeh.

What's right beside you?
- Xiaoyun's imaginary friend's best friend, who is my imaginary friend, Timmy.

Ever had chicken pox?
- Yes

Sore throat
- Yes

Stitches?
- No.

broken nose?
- No.

Do you believe love at first sight?
- No.

Like picnic?
- Yes, just don't like the heat from the sun.

Who was the last person you danced with?
- I don't frikin dance.

Last made you smile?
- Forgot.

You last yell at?
- Meimei LOL.

Today did you talk to someone you like?
- Yes.

Kiss anyone?
- No.

Get sick?
- Yes,

Talk to an ex?
- Yes.

Miss someone?
- Yes.

Eat?
- Not yet.

Best feeling in the world?
- *shrugs* I'll know it when it comes.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
- Yeah.

What's under your bed?
- Another bed O.o

Who do you really hate?
- ________ fill in the blanks

What time is it now?
- 1144am

Randoms:

Q:Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
- Yes

Q:Do you have any siblings?
- Yes

Q:Do you want children?
- Yes

Q: Do you smile often?
- I think so.

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
- Sometimes.

Q: Are your toenails painted?
- No.

Q: Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
- IDK.

Q: What colour shirt are you wearing?
- white & red. Damai Achievers tee shirt -_-

Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
- Eating?

Q: I can't wait till?
- I graduate from university (if I do continue my studies)

Q: When did you cry last?
- *shrugs*

Q: Do you have any pets?
- No. All my furry and feathery and scaly pets died.

Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
- School? How I know?

Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean any to you now?
- *shrugs*

Q: Do you sleep with the TV on?
- When I forget to turn it off.

Q: What are you doing right now?
- Doing this thingy.

Q: have you ever crawled through a window?
- Yeah 10 years ago -_-

Q: can you handle the truth?
- Sometimes.

Q: are you too forgiving?
- No.

Q: Are you close to your mother or father?
- Equal.

Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- I don't fucking cry in front of people -_-

Q: How many person can you say you've really loved?
- ERRRR *shrugs*

Q: Do you eat healthy?
- Sometimes :D

Q: Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
- A couple. Dunno where I put them -_-

Q: Have you ever cried because of something said to you?
- Yes.

Q: How often do you go to church?
- Don't go to church.

Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you likely to go to?
- Normally I'd just go home sit one corner and emo with Timmy -_-

Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
- Depends :D

Q: Are you confident?
- Not very.

Boring. Shall go prepare to go out liao. Do assignment with MuiLing and XinYing O.o

2008-05-07T22:10:00.005+08:00

NO MORE BANGS!

Yeah yeah officially, my bangs are gone! At least looks like it lah. So long eye irritants!

I feel a sense of accomplishment. I just cleared up 4 years worth of cosmetics. Can't believe I used to think Silky Girl was HOLY in Sec 1 -_- And I used to buy those 4 dollar eye shadow and stuff and NEVER USED THEM. And the 8 buck stinky lip colour palette I bought from John Little in sec 1 (before PP revamped and became another long stretch of boutiques which included my beloved M)Phosis) Also found one of the reddest lipsticks I have ever seen in my life. WHY DID I BUY THEM?!?! :(

So many impulse buys. And alot of free samples that mummy gave me too -_- olden day Dior and Lancome mascara stink like hell. SERIOUSLY.

This is what I threw away. There were more but well it's in the dumpster downstairs already. Efficient me! :D

ANYWAY I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL MY MAKEUP! WOOOOO! :D
That's because I have nothing to do now -_-

Everything squeeeezed into this small box. Alot of $$ stuff inside I don't dare to use -_- YET!!! :D OMG I'm such a _______ zzzz.

Baboon say the stuff from Anna Sui smells like Bandung but what the fuck? That's all my Anna Sui stuff (excluding the mini rouge hanging pathetically on my phone now together with my qimao gucci strap -_-)... And a disturbingly large amount of free samples -_-

GIAN! LOL!

BEHOLD THE HOLY SHU UEMURA EYELASH GLUE! Really damn holy, REALLY LAH! Sticks damn wonderfully. Very worth the money *nods* Inside got a lot somemore! Omg I becoming super duper auntie -_-

Zhiwei bought this for me for my birthday although I CHOSE IT. Lollllllll. Haven't used it yet though. Too cute already LOL!

Lousy oil blotter but very chio casing :) I think gatsby can do better. People pay for the awesomely chio casing nia. LOL!

I know I'm damn bo liao go take photo of such useless things -_-
Just ordered some more cosmetics from E.L.F. this afternoon. LMAO. 1USD each item only, still can mix and match leh -_-

Okay I think instead of wasting my time here I shall go sleeeeep.... OMG I THINK MY PERIOD COME LIAO ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
Random.

2008-05-07T12:26:00.003+08:00

OKAYYYY~ *gives a very indescribable look*

Uh firstly, Hi Perry (if you have been reading..) !!!! WELCOME! :D

OK the internet's NOT private AT ALL lor. I realised that when I was sacked from Student Council in 2006 because of my blog *snorts*. Anyway, feel free to read my blog, just don't expel me can already :D

Random, I just saw Mrs Ng's PM it's damn funny. Doesn't sound like her X) But it's cool it's cool~

Was on msn last night so ______ video called me. But my lousy laptop webcam was not in a very good shape so ______ couldn't see me. But HAHAHA! Show you.

Guess who -_- No prizes for correct guess -_-

NEXT WEEK NO SCHOOL!!!! :D But it's gonna be intense assignment chionging. Walau eh can die lor o.O

Holidays coming ~ *chants*

QIANYING! go find someone who likes it too lahhhh~ :)
c -_______- she's annoying. you in hall you don't know o.O
zhiwei _|_
Passer-By You are? Not sure of her surname but I know there's a Carmen in my class :)

2008-05-05T19:37:00.003+08:00

A word that starts with a capital S

Walked into class feeling damn sian cos I didn't touch on Assignment 3 and my Assignment 2 was kanasai, but well, 99% of the class hasn't started on it yet! Don't ask about the other 1%. LOL. Anyway today was presentation day and I was one of the last few to present. I suddenly became half blind in front of the computer scree, seriously. Gawd, the power of nervousness. Anyway some of the guys' presentations were.... WOW. I thought the guys in my class were the damn slacky kind. LOL! Proven wrong...

zhiwei whudddd? btw I linked justina damn long ago lah -_-
QIANYING! don't be an irritant. just cos you like some old man doesn't mean you go around ragging on and on to other people about how great he is cos people might not think so.

2008-05-04T13:48:00.003+08:00

Close shave!

I'm in the CC study room now for 2nd day straight -_- haven't been here for like half a year! =\ Wow right. I think need to renew my card lor, can predict I'm gonna spend alot more time in here....

I thought I was gonna die. Wonderful meimei found my layout sketches at home! Hmm..... I'm still way behind time! ZOMGWTFBBQCHICKENNN! I think the other people finish their presentationS while pathetic Weiying is still halfway through her first presentation. Pity me :(

Yah lah I stress and supposed to be doing my presentation but I'm blogging. Why?

MICROSOFT POWERPOINT HANG LAH BODOH! Just now hang I ji tao sian 1/2 =_=

Tonight shall be spent with my Toshiba, and Cadbury Marble.

Hmm it'll be a miracle if I don't get fatter o.o

*ShaDow* zomgwtfux how you find my link? lol aiya 2m very tall lor. i never see so tall people before. thought 1.86 is scary alr -_- add me msn! :D

2008-05-03T12:33:00.002+08:00

I'm so pissed with myself.

I had to lose my layout sketches 2 days before the presentation. Great. I'm so fucking screwed for this assignment if I don't find the layout sketches soon. Fuck.

xinying screw those guards lah -_-
QIANYING! shut up about your obsessions lah -_-
mUi linked you too! :)
cert haha see, told you so!

2008-05-01T18:12:00.006+08:00

2 more...

My God I swear I hate school now, I regret saying I wanted school to reopen fast -_- Holiday's in like, 2 more weeks. Hooray *sarcastic tone* But Thomas just piled up 2 major assignments on us, and guess what! Assignment 4 is coming soon! Wow!

Yesterday we had field trip at Orchard Road -_- Actually just Taka and Paragon. Sort of a police-catch-thief game between us and the security guards there because apparently we weren't allowed to take photos there. Hawhaw. Took quite alot of "stolen" photos in the end :P

I know you can't really see so
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Today went to Orchard again to take photos because apparently Thomas gave us wrong info. THANKS AH. MuiLing and I were like -____________- seriously. And today was a suay day I got _______ on my _______ and I immediately told MuiLing I wanna buy 4D. Hmmmm.

Anyway tomorrow there's NO LESSON! YAY x10000! But I'm like gonna camp at Petal Mac to do my assignments -_- BORING NO LIFE SHITZ LAH.

~~happy~~ labour day

kayan HI BACK :)
QIANYING! what's your problem.
Casslyn Hello! :)
Kimb 我知道你很SIAN. Ha no chinese word for SIAN. SHOPPING! :B
cert HELLO back! :P
chernyu no problem.
zhiwei OKAY LAH cheap thrills mah -_-

2008-04-29T12:42:00.002+08:00

终于。。。

I'm done with my assignment. *sigh of relief*

Seriously the past week has been so fucked up with my assignment lah! Like, I went to town to take photos, twice, and ended up crapping a lot in my report. Hope I can score well for this assignment. Guan Yin Ma bo bi.

And I think I'm not the only one complaining, but since school started, I feel like I have no life at all! Wake up, go school, after school go home, do assignment, sleep. Next day same cycle. What the hell lah! But one thing to look forward to tomorrow, field trip to Orchard Road! Hmm sounds as if I have never been to Orchard Road, but well, imagine having lessons there! ZOMG! How fun! YAY! :)

No life lah people can spend the weekend shopping, karaoke, walk around talk cock, and do everything that I can't do. All I can do is sit at home and do assignments. ROAR. This sucks. Why did I choose design school T_T

Too late for regrets. Just have to make the best out of my no-life 3 years in TP.

reg so, what's your point?
zhiwei no way that's funny shit. pertege.
Kimb SISTER! :B imy lah go shopping one day during holidays okay? :)

2008-04-28T13:31:00.003+08:00

Top 25

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What's yours? :)

2008-04-26T23:10:00.003+08:00

Stop it!!!

Weiying, you got to stop procrastinating. Time waits for no man. Your assignment is due on Tuesday so you gotta finish by Monday afternoon. Really, if you're so stressed just by your FIRST assignment how are you gonna cope with 3 more years worth of more intense projects than this?

Shit I'm so stressed I'm talking to myself. JY WEIYING! CAN FINISH DE! :D

p/s: finally I waited for the day for my hits to reach 10000 and after about 6 months it hit 10000 yay LOL. Okayyy not like alot of people read my blog anyways -_-

2008-04-26T10:21:00.006+08:00

SNAP! SNAP! SNAP!

Wednesday after school went to town to meet Isaac and friends, and despite the fact that I had to take 25 minute bus ride PLUS 25 minute train ride, I was the first to reach, AGAIN. Zzz but this time didn't have to wait THAT long zomg I hate waiting lah!

Meet Isaac and Rachel and we went to Chanel to look for his Allure Sport Homme and HAWHAW they don't have it. So we went to Taka to find and in the end he bought the DKNY Green Apple what the hell -_- Smell like a womannnn :D

Then we went to Far East. Didn't know what we wanted for dinner so like went all the way to 5th floor, saw Yi Xi's dad on 1st floor, didn't see anything we wanted to eat there, so ended up at Carl's Jr. YAWNZ.

We heard one of the employees say "FUCK" so we wrote a feedback form to them.

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HAHAHA! :D

Went to Lucky Plaza to buy my make-up cleanser (lol gian free stuff) then headed to Paragon. Isaac's friend is damn damn damn damn tall!!! Like 2.3metres tall or something. Scary...

Rachel :)

Taken by the 2._m tall guy ZOMG -_-

LOVE my pleats! Can you even see it -_-

Cam-whoreeeeeeeee -_-

I took alot of photos of the shops and damn happy about it. Went to Coffee Bean to slack and the tall guy made me laugh like a dog lah!

"Good evening Singapore Casket how may I help you?"

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Yeah so sit there talk talk then I took afew more photos of other boutiques like Salvatore Ferragamo and GUCCI!!!!! and then I went home. ALONE.

See the tall tall guy! Doesn't seem as tall in this photo cos he's bending down lah! Z. Er I forgot the other 2 guys' names. Sorry!

Seem very fascinated.... NEVER SEE SO TALL PEOPLE BEFORE MAH. Muhaimin tio pwn liaoz lolllll. Scary shitz.

Okay I'm like supposed to be writing out my assignment now but I got distracted so I ended up blogging. BTW I'm at the library now. Lol.

2008-04-25T12:34:00.002+08:00

School.

Fucking lessons start at 3 fucking pm every single fucking day how long more do I have to fucking endure this shitZ? I want 9 to 12 lessons :(

BTW the school bookshop macham mini Cold Storage sia (without the raw meat and stuff) all the sweets and tidbits and pens and books and STUFF.

zhiwei I'm laughing at you, pertege

2008-04-24T13:45:00.003+08:00

Pink Dragonflies.

I promised myself umpteen times don't cry over you because you're not worth it, yet up till now, I've broken that promise like, so many times. However this time I'm determined to get over you. Time heals all wounds. I've got no more tears to shed, my tear bank has run dry. JY Weiying you can get over this asshole. You can't keep telling yourself, "Easier said than done" because it's not true. Don't let that phrase beat you flat.

UPDATES ON YESTERDAY'S TRIP TO TOWN SOON! :D

zhiwei it's PORTEGE not pertege what the fuck is pertege lolz. fujitsu lifebook got pwned by toshiba!

2008-04-23T12:01:00.003+08:00

Patience is a virtue.

Yeah it's 12nn now, my lessons start at 3. So I'm like waiting for time to fly by so I can like go to school -_- Stupid, why can't I have lessons in the morning?!?! Timing not here not there. After school go meet Isaac & friends by the time I reach town don't know what time liao what the fuck -_- but I must take photos for my assignment tonight dammit!!!!

Okay I shall go emo in one corner to study and do my assignments -_-

What is the aim of Visual Merchandising?
It's to make the store environment a clear expression of the company's image, both visually and spiritually. The primary purpose of VM is to sell merchandise, make coordination, imperative at every level between merchandise purchased and displayed. Thereby VM is a tool to create awareness to capture potential customers.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

feli hahahahaha HI FELIIIIIIIIIII :) very mundane. Lol first day of school got assignments already -_- STUDY AND PASS YOUR A LEVELS WITH FLYING COLOURS! :D JY!
JUSTINA yeah we have to! miss you bitch. portege is damn sexayeee! :)

2008-04-22T18:30:00.002+08:00

Meiji Chocolate

First day of school. Genesis Meeting. It was fun, still have the DOC spirit. Lessons were cancelled!!! YAY!!! Yeah so the meeting ended at 12 and RHD course briefing was at 4pm so I had nothing to do for 4 hours THEREFORE Arun, XinYing and I went to TM to eat walk walk walk walk. Then went back had course briefing and went home. ZZZ BORING.

Today was first official day of lessons. Was early! :D Lecturer was Thomas Tow (however it's spelt) he's kinda -_- cos he was reading off the slides I guess he wasn't very sure about the lessons and all and he like dismissed us at 4.30 when class was supposed to end at 6!!! Obviously I was happy about it, but zzz first lesson got assignment already zzz. Shall go to town tomorrow after school to meet Isaac & friends and shun bian take some photos for my assignment! Yay! Shopping while doing assignment. YEAHHH BEST EVER :)

Arun taught you le! :)
charm` thanks bestie!
zhiwei I will be.
faris er I don't know who are you & how you got my blog url but thanks anyway! :)
c :( x100000
yeeshan OIIIII! :D

2008-04-20T18:32:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry...

for shouting at you at times.
for throwing my temper at you.
for not listening to you even though I knew it was for my own good.
for taking you for granted.

I was so foolish. I really don't wanna believe what she said but the phrase "you won't treasure it until it's gone" is very true. I don't want to lose you. I know people will go when their time comes, call me selfish but I really don't want to lose you.

I'd give half of my life to you if that is the only way to let you stay.

I swear from tomorrow onwards I'll study hard and make you proud of me. I won't be the stupid girl you always thought I was.

I love you.

2008-04-20T11:42:00.002+08:00

Last day of freedom

I am half deaf -_-

Today is officially last day of my holiday because school starts tomorrow! I know, TP is like the slowest because other polytechnics have ALREADY started school -_- shall dedicate my day to blogger :)

First day of DOC
Was quite boring, sorted into our empires (Alfa, Davie, Franco, Otto and Nouvel)Was in Alfa, same as Arun, Xiangyu, Rachel, Lix, Yanrong and Wenqi, same sub-empire (Alchee) as Yanrong and Wenqi. GLs were Hui Jie, Yee Shan and Awie. Played the usual ice-breaker games and all, introduce ourselves, played the station games which were quite lame, I was thinking why the hell did I even come? Cheer cheer cheer but like only Rashid and Amos were damn enthu? Yeah then learned TDS mass dance and TP mass dance (totally the same as Damai's, then Hadi told me Damai copy TP lmaoZ) it's quite fun actually! :D After that had debrief and they gave us "goodie bags" which had like free toothpaste and ONE colour pencil -_-

Random:
My nose the skin peeling, I think I got sunburnt without knowing -_-

ANYWAY....

Second Day of DOC
I didn't go -_-

Third Day of DOC
Cheering and cheering and cheering. Spent most of the day in the Auditorium, listening to talks and all. Moses is FUNNY. Then after dinner there was performance night in the Auditorium, not bad (aircon and seats) considering the fact that all the other performance nights I attended were in open space -_- Performance night was A-W-E-S-O-M-E AWESOME *clapclap*! Lol. Twisted re-enactments of fairytales hahaha it was damn funny lah! Alfa did the Little Mermaid and we twisted all the roles, the female roles were played by guys and vice versa! Haha but in the end Otto won I think? But we were still happy :D I didn't go for nightwalk cos I had no balls -_- made new friends! :D

Last Day of DOC
Quite sad luh. I didn't sleep a wink o.o Went to bathe with Arun and Xiangyu. We hanged around triangle garden then went to cheer and cheer and wait and wait. Had the Temasek Olympiad at TP Sports Complex. Damn hot then had to stand and sit and stand and sit and stand and sit gawd I swear that pissed me off lah! My shades got scratched damn badly also damn sad T_T After that headed to Reservoir for Regatta. Kept cheering and cheering and cheering and dancing and dancing and dancing. In the end never get 1st or something haha. Headed back to TDS where the seniors and Moses and all were giving emo talks and all some even cried lah! Best buncha freshies ever! Lmao. Tio sabo by the GLs and FAs and Program people upstairs. Walau they just throw water down PAIL BY PAIL as if water was free -_- My clothes and hair were dripping wet and I was walking like a constipated idiot because my FBT was dripping and the cloth stuck to my leg lah you know that feeling you know you know? Damn gao wei. Had a talk with Alchee, cheered for the last time as Alchee. Damn sad. Lol. Then FA and GLs debrief us, then cheered again as Alfa. Very sad! Then took a group photo, talked abit more then took our bags and I headed home I think the others went to Jam & Hop *shrugs* I'm gonna miss

BEST CAMP EVER! Can't believe I said that the camp was boring and I didn't wanna go (on the first day). Well, I didn't regret "dragging" myself to the camp! :)

Okay I still have alot of time left -_- shall go walk around the house or something. My ahma ask me go temple pray for tomorrow what the hell -_- LOL!

I know what to do already.... PLAY PSP!!!! Bishi Bashi here I come!

Stay tuned. For another round of whining about first day of school :)

2008-04-20T00:38:00.002+08:00

Evolution!

Should I update about the DOC? I no photos leh :( Hmm.... Shall decide tomorrow morning.
Last day of freedom o.o

Just organised my timetable today, and like, what the fuck lah! For week 1 to 4 I start lesson at 3pm end at 6pm. Timing so weird! Like wanna go out then will realise I have lesson at 3pm so cannot go out unless I like leave at 2 or something which is stupid -_- Then wanna go out after school but like damn tired alr so lazy go out?

Then week 5 and 6 is holiday -_-

Week 7 to 22 is school again! Wah 16 weeks straight how to tahan -_- Somemore afew of the block timetables in the 16 weeks got those kinda lessons with 3 hour break in between I dunno what to do during those 3 hours, like go home also abit lazy, stay in school also sian, go watch movie waste money, do what also sianZ.

Stop nagging, Weiying....

Hear from Moses we gonna have like TONS of projects I'm like ZOMGWTFBBQCHICKEN!!! Can I go kill myself now why the fuck did I join design school the business people don't seem stressed AT ALL lah! T_T

STOP NAGGING LAH, WEIYING! >:(

But Alfa; Alchee rocks! :D Can't believe that on the day before the camp I said I didn't want to go and that going there would be a chore -_- I really enjoyed myself, although I really had no balls to not go for nightwalk -_- best camp ever!

I think I'm going to blog about the DOC tomorrow..... Can't believe I'm dedicating my last day of freedom to my blog -_-

ALCHEE! MONDAY MEET 8.30AM AT ENGIN SCHOOL ENTRANCE! very early o.o
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Not like any alchee people know of my blog (other than Yanrong maybe) anyway -_-

p/s: If you're wondering why I put Evolution! as the title, it's the theme for DOC 08/09 :) DOC is like the best camp ever!!!! :D

charm` haha hello bestie! :)
cy lmao. i bo wei gong lah.
connie thanks! the specs are just an accessory to look nerd my degree very slight nia :)
qiang qiang okay I know who you are liao. hello :)
jamieee yup I work at M)phosis but now not alr cos of school. Maybe during hols :)
zhiwei DESIGN WILL WIN THE WAR DESIGN WILL WIN THE WAR *chants*
jojo arrive in singapore le! will meet you soon! loves!

2008-04-14T15:23:00.008+08:00

#640

{EDIT}

I'm home. Watched The Other Boleyn Girl it's a fucking nice movie lah even Yeo Chern Yu says it's nice which is a surprise cos every single time he comes out a theatre all he says is "it's a stupid show lah". Damn worth the money but I was swearing at the screen half the time because King Henry was such a dick head!!!!!!!!!!! _|_

Ate at Hip Diner before heading home. THE FUCKING MIO GUY DIDN'T COME TODAY LAH WASTE MY FUCKING TIME AT HOME WAITING LIKE A FUCKER WHEN I COULD BE OUT SHOPPING!!!!!

Loads of photos but, DUH, I'm lazy to post up. Why?

1. Lazy to photoshop.
2. Tmr is Design Orientation. Shut up Business & Engin & Humans people.
3. My camera's in the other room, very l-a-z-y to go and take.
4. Tmr have Design Orientation (I know I said this alr) AND THAT SUCKS.
5. I have to wake up at 7.30am tmr in order to be on time to meet XiangYu and Arun.

And the list will go on. Really. Hawhaw.

I wanna zzz already byebye

{/EDIT}

2008-04-13T21:03:00.002+08:00

I'm damn bored.

I thought you were already off my mind, but well, I realised that you weren't. Why did you have to start talking to me again? Why did you have to tell me about your new love? Why did you have to rake up all those sad memories, the ones I have been trying so, so hard to chuck away? I don't blame anybody but myself. But... but... So many buts.

Best friends forever, you say? I don't know if I can do it. Give me time, I'll try my best. Thanks for breaking my heart and then 3 months later tell me "best friends forever". I really appreciate it. Really. I'll try to be your best friend, alright, just... give me time.

2008-04-12T15:38:00.003+08:00

:D

Hello I'm at the library now.

Look
At
The
Amount
Of
Books
Oh
My
Fucking
Tian
WOOOOOOOOO

2008-04-11T12:08:00.002+08:00

Lost one of my eyelashes!!!

Omg my expensive shu uemura lashes :( Now only left with one side how to wearrrr :(

Today, Weiying shall be a good girl and stay at home and have ANOTHER movie marathon. This is boring shit. But sometimes, nua-ing at home is kinda cool :D

Shawty had them apple bottom jeans
Boots with the fur
The whole club was looking at her

2008-04-10T20:50:00.007+08:00

Pregnant...

The cat downstairs is pregnant. Reminds me of kitty, the cat that gave birth to 4 pretty kittens at my doorstep and I "adopted" it for 4 months before some stupid idiot took it away :(

ANYWAY.
8th April -

Impromptu shopping for Gucci belt with Isaac -_- that bitch made me wait AGAIN. *yawn* it was raining like fuck and like we walked in the rain to DFS only to find out that Gucci didn't have the belt he wanted. KWA KWA KWAAA. So we went to Far East to walk around and he bought these sexbands to put on his leg and he sat outside the toilet to do it and it was damn funny lahhhh!

Met Ben and went to Taka to look for the belt because he is still not convinced that the other boutiques do NOT have the belt anymore. Ben didn't know that I was Weiying until I asked him about TP and he was like HOW YOU KNOW and I was like er YOU TOLD ME then he had the :O face and went OH YOU'RE WEIYING AH. Lmao took him long enough -_-

ISAAC IS AN AUNTIE! LMAOOOO!

Slacked abit at Coffee Bean and we were so shocked + embarrassed when the people shouted our names LOLOLOLOLOL. Took photossss.

*snorts*

Gucci wallet but it's not mine T_T

I'm happy with mine although it qi mao already :(

That's me in the background playing PSP like a dick.

Went to PepperLunch to look at Ben eat (LOLOLOLOL) and headed home while they went for movie *YAWN* SCREW CURFEWS!!!!!

9th April -

I went to work at M)Phosis Parkway today. Sales sucked big time (not that I care -_-) and the manager is dao x1000000. She's a brand whore too (looking at her hp strap, wallet and purses)
ho ho. Parkway need to check bag one leh OMG? Sold the last transparent big shoulder bag to Melinda now ALL outlets don't have new piece alr (cos I bought the last new piece at City Link :D) Anyway I reach home and came online and Isaac bought his Gucci belt already ohmyfuckingtian!

I'm so jealous lah! ZZZZZZZZZ shut up bitch don't show off alr :(

10th April -

Met Charyl, brought our jeans for alteration at Peninsular Plaza today. Then headed to NYNY for lunch, damn full!

After this went to slack around at M)phosis talking to Nisa and Yong Cheat. AND I GOT A BAG!!!! :D Damn happy about it!!!

I didn't know there were rumors that I said some very ugly stuff lah! OMG I was damn pissed lah how can someone do such a thing?!?!?!?! That person ought to be shot! Nisa and Desiree and Yong Cheat are like the nicest colleagues on earth lah! RAWR.

Went to Change Alley to get Charyl's $80 voucher and she bought the same bag as me! :D But it's damn smelly lah! Zzzz. She bought her cousin's present and we went to Bugis with an intention of doing manicure and then taking a neoprint with our newly manicured nails, but the rain spoiled everything so we went home depressed :(

NAILS! :D

2008-04-10T00:56:00.002+08:00

I'm bored. AGAIN.

Waiting for ANTM Cycle 8 to start on Channel 5 (1am every weekday except Friday).

Ben is making me laugh like a goddammed dog with his twit language lah! Fine I started it -_-

Shall update tomorrow about impromptu meeting yesterday with Isaac and Ben, and shopping with Charyl (which will be happening tomorrow -_-)

STAY TUNED! :D

QIANYING! -_______________- <- that's my reaction to your tag.
JinMay yeah I can tell haha.

2008-04-08T11:02:00.003+08:00

Laughing my ass off.

Gosh, I've been webcamming ALOT since I got my laptop with various people. HAHA! With Melinda, Daniel, Fiona who made me lmao with her web cam effects and her reactions to her own face, and the camerwhoreeeeeeee Isaac -__-

I guess I'll let pictures do the talking! :D

Melindaaaaa

Isaac
He look like the cyclops in G.O.W only have one eye. HAHAHA!

Daniel

Tell you already, web cam also can cam whore. ZAI!

I look, like, fuglusting (fugly + disgusting) in all those photos, maybe 'cause I clipped my hair up and I was wearing spectacles -_-

STOP SHOWING OFF YOUR GUCCI WALLET. I JEALOUS ):

I'm bored at home. Not interested in the orientation, but can't wait for school to startttt!!! :D New institute of education, new style of studying & stuff, new wardrobe, new class, new classmates & friends, new environment. WOOOTS CAN'T WAIT! :D

2008-04-07T17:40:00.003+08:00

The title for this post is : NOTHING.

The first day of orientation is over. At least for me. Look at the time it's 5:41pm! I left after lunch because I couldn't stand the boring-ness of the FOW shit. Just told them I had dental appointment and left. LOL!

Still deciding if I should go back tomorrow since there's expression night and well, I feel guilty about the fact that I dragged Arun along to the FOW and I was the one who backed out first :(

Damn tired feel like sleeping...........

BTW, WHY GUCCI ENVYME 2 DISCONTINUE WHEN I FINALLY DECIDE TO BUY!!!! FUCKKKKK. DAMN SAD LAH!!!

Because I'm kinda "sick" of the Gucci EnvyMe & Elizabeth Arden Green Tea sitting on my table right now staring at me -____-

zhiwei I vowed never to call her Ng X ever again so stop annoying her -_-

2008-04-06T20:20:00.006+08:00

Reventon is the sex!

Is this the prettiest car in the world or what? I'm going to own one of this someday *dreams*

That is, IF:

I manage to get a driver's license
Strike lottery $10million

Arbo I can only look at the photo and drool and think about what ifs -_______-

cert haha thanks :)
melinda hmmmmm anytime thanks!
Jennifer oh my, thanks for the compliment hunny! Love!

2008-04-05T23:51:00.002+08:00

(no title)

I'm beginning to doubt every single word you say.

Yes, I mean every single word. I know I have let you down in the past, I realised my mistake and changed, yet now I feel like you're being hypocritical. Please, you either tell me the truth, or you get out of my life. I don't want to be tortured like that anymore. The feeling really sucks big time.

I was surrounded by fake people, hypocrites, backstabbers, etcetra. I thought I found a friend who's true, but now I really doubt it. I don't have many true friends, I thought you were one of the few who never lied, never backstabbed, never was hypocritical. But now I really am doubting it.

Please prove me wrong.

2008-04-04T18:41:00.005+08:00

Mickey Mouse MP3, Shopping with Michelle.

Hey people of the internet! I'm helping a dear friend advertise this! Do go visit her blog and take a look! She's selling a pink Mickey Mouse MP3, features and specifications are as follows:

{EDIT}

Support MP3 and WMA
With multiple music model: Normal, Pop, Rock, Jazz, Bass and Classic
As USB Flash Drive with built-in 32MB-1GB Flash Memory
Built-in Mini USB full speed 2.0 interface to connect PC
Selected content repeat function(A-B) mode
Firmware upgradeable via USB interface
Voice recording time 3-18hrs (128MB)
Record sampling frequency (16KHz,32KHz,48KHz)
Format of record : MPEG I LAYER III, WMA
Signal noise ratio >90dB; Earphone output power 5MW+5MW
Output frequency range 20Hz-20KHz
Support compression rate : 32Kbps~256Kbps
Sustained playing time for approximately 8 hours with lithium battery
Display lyric / Dynamic sliding ID3 in Multi-Languages (Subject to request)
User changeable Power-on Power-off Picture
Powered by USB port automatically
Weight : 52g excluding battery Diameter : 55 mm
The design, specification and measurement are for reference only
1 GB memory
Comes in pink and black

If you're interested, please go to THIS BLOG and take a look! No harm =)

{/EDIT}

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Went out with Michelle today, together with Fiona. Decided to meet Fiona earlier so we had lunch at HipDiner which is actually quite a waste of money because the food wasn't that good. Zzz. Anyway walked around Bugis street and finally met Michelle. Both so shy -_______-

Fiona went off first because her cramps were sort of killing her. Walked around with Michelle, bought a pair of lashes for 2 bucks only! Heh. Went shopping....... then went to take a neoprint, again. LOL, as usual, cheapskate, took photos with our digital cameras in the machine.

After taking neoprints we went to Diva and bought a necklace each! :D & bought some sweets and chocolates and headed home.

I'm broke luh keep spending money this week T_T

Msberry hahaha had fun today :)

2008-04-03T20:07:00.006+08:00

A visit to Damai, New hair colour, Shopping!

Yesterday I went to Damai to collect my O level certificate & super heavy coursework with Mr Ho. Ended up eating the wonderful ban mian (which I miss alotttt) and being a relief teacher for 1E1 D&T class (hahaha). But, OBVIOUSLY I wasn't doing my "job" properly lah! :D

Certificatessss :)

Mr Ho and Mr Chua shyyyyy
mr chua: talk to my thumb lah

D&T WORKSHOP 1! And students -_-
I still like my old Damai SKIRT (not the culotte)
DAMAI UNIFORM ROCKSSS! :)

Today went to dye hair. Darkened my hair colour since Mdm Siti called me BLONDE GIRL the previous day -____-

I have a fucking vegetable wrap over my head lah! S.G.!
My hair's now reddish brown. Woots niceeeee :)

Can't really see my hair colour here. The lighting wasn't good :(

After lunch at Parkway we headed to Suntec City, dropped Cy's PSP on the bus. SORRY LAH! Zzzzz. Bought a cardigan at Peninsular Plaza. Stupid place to buy a cardigan, I know.

Artsy shot of the 4 chopsticks.

Cy is such a dickhead.
HAHAHAHA. Seems familiar? Refer to previous entry.
Hahahaha.

Shall go watch the 9pm show on channel 8 now. Damn nice show lor!!! :D

LAST DAY OF WORK (30 March)
Was playing God of War with Xy beside me and Cy snapping away.
Damn you bitch LOL.

zhiwei shut up about GOW can zzzz.
' - - * ❤笨ahboy™ ღ. hello haha.
xiaoyun editted.
Feli 21st April excluding all orientation for TP :)

2008-04-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

Shopping with Melinda and Mahjong......

Yesterday was shopping day with Melinda. Pastamania for lunch. Went to Bugis Street but well, nothing caught our attention..... Well nothing caught MY attention because she bought 2 tops there. We took a neoprint and "coloured" our hair! :D Funnnn.

Cam-whoring in the machine hahahahaha cheapskate much! :D
Lighting was damn good what..... Since we paid so much might as well snap afew shots on our own rightttttt.

Then something&someone we saw suddenly made me damn sad. Sat on the floor at the MRT station and started thinking and all. Sighhh.

Headed to City Hall. We went to Raffles City to find Xy but apparently she was having lunch with her colleague. So we went to shop around at TopShop and Dorothy Perkins. Bought a top there, and Melinda bought 2 tops there too.

Finally Xy was done with her break and we stayed at the Anna Sui counter for like.... 1 hour?!?!?! Because Melinda and I didn't have much of a shopping mood already. Haha. Got alot of free gifts by just buying ONE item! Thanks bestie ^-^

Ng X, Me, Melinda.

Cam-whoring at MRT station. People were staring lah! Lol....

This morning went to Novena to sign timesheet with Xy. We spilt the whole cup of bubble tea in the train :O Quickly ran out at Paya Lebar station. LMAOZXZ. After signing the timesheet at HN we decided to get a book to read. Ended up buying Wild Swans by Jung Chang. Looks quite interesting.....

After that we spent a goddammed long period of time in the Hello Kitty shop (lmao -__-) and well we left without buying anything so we figured that the woman was pissed :/

Walked around, saw someone selling sharks fin soup so we (duh) bought a bowl of it and sat at some lonely corner to finish it.

Look yummy not?! :D

Yeah so anyway, sadly she had to go home to pack her luggage because she's flying off on the 3rd. We were cam-whoring in the MRT luh. HAHAHA.

Headed to meet the rest, then went to Zhiwei's house.

For mahjong, of course :D

CY:
*stares at zhiwei's dad*
*stares at my camera*
*stares at zhiwei's dad*
*does the pose above*
*SNAP*
*stares at zhiwei's father*

Zhiwei is playing PSP and mahjong at the same time -____-

HongJie is fascinated with the big wind dice. LOL.

Chernyu decided to pangseh us and went home. So the father took over.
Finished 1 round (4 winds) within (almost) 5 hours. Not bad! :D
Not like during CNY we took 6 hours to finish 3 winds only -__-

DINNER!

Spent 1 hour 45 minutes on this post. Appreciate it okay!!!

Tomorrow going to take coursework and Toshiba invoices and submit my documents to office. YAWN! Thinking of it makes me damn sianZ.

Playing wahjong with the usual people later. I hope Zhiwei will STOP WHINING. Lol.

2008-03-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

Finally...

Harvey Norman Roadshow is OVER!!!! So happy about it. This coming week is shopping + mahjong + new hair colour week! YAYYYYYY! :D I can't stand it when people stare at me just because I'm wearing a HN shirt and walking to work. WHAT THE FUCK? Hope your eyes drop out lah bodoh.

Addicted to the word "bodoh". Keep complaining to the other promoters and scolding bodoh. Lmaoooooo. BTW collected two e-mail addresses only luh -_-

I need to kill the 2 fucking cyclops thingys lah shitz!

jojo okay! haha miss you too! yup must go shopping together next time :)

2008-03-29T23:17:00.005+08:00

One week...

I spent 3/4 of my time (awake, of course) at Suntec City Tower 4 selling dumb machines the past week, working 7 days straight is damn tiring alright! 10 hours a day somemore T_T

I'm exhilarated by the fact that TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAYYYYY! :D Finally! MY. LEGS. ARE. BREAKING. SOON. LAH. FUCKKK T_T

At least during this roadshow I like, made friends?! Unlike my first Harvey Norman roadshow and Sitex 2007 I didn't make friends at all lorrrr. Sitex 2007 even worse, so much politics. I remember my first HN Roadshow I didn't speak 10 sentences (apart from promoting machines) a day. Seriously.

This roadshow I still can walk around talk talk go kope other promoters' brochures and see, go play other brands of laptops, and most importantly I made friendssss, like wow? Lol. Because as you all may know I won't talk to the other promoters unless they talk to me first but what the fuck this time I WAS SO BORED I STARTED TALKING TO PEOPLE. No wait I only started conversations with like a couple of them.

Still very happy about it :B Tomorrow shall go around collecting e-mails and contact numbers. Ho ho ho ho ho. Got a couple of them already though. Hahaha.

Hokay shall hit the sacks now. Tomorrow's last day!!!!! :D

I really don't know what to say to myself. Lecture, insult, scold? My heart has already shattered into a million shards. I've been trying to put it back into place, to what it was before, but alas, it was all in vain, for scars will still remain. Why must this ALWAYS happen to me? Feelings forever not reciprocated. That feeling sucks, alright. It really, really sucks. Maybe sometimes to the extent that I'd tear in the middle of the night. Sigh.

I'm an emotional wreck now. Someone help me please. Please....

joeyyyyy thanks! i love you alot tooooo arlright! meet up soon! :D
dorothy(: lol that's all been done :)

2008-03-27T15:39:00.002+08:00

HELP!!!!

Please help my bestfriend! :D

Go to http://www.aquamarin.com.sg/ everyday! :D

I'll love you! :D

{EDIT}

7:40pm

CHECK OUT MY WISHLIST!!! ISN'T THE MONEY TREE CUTE??? :D
Someone get that for me I'll love you forever! :D

{/EDIT}

2008-03-27T12:44:00.007+08:00

Love, Actually.

Just watched that movie on the net. Stupid show. DAMN STUPID. Now waiting for Be Kind, Rewind to load. Hope it's as nice as Scary Movie. Which reminds me, Singapore is damn lag can? Be Kind, Rewind was officially released in early Feruary 2008 and Singapore JUST released in cinemas! SO LAGGY!!!! (lol)

Have been watching heaps of movies yesterday and today will be another movie-marathon day on my laptop and the flower-shaped fans under it (the laptop cooler).

Speaking of that, sweet & thoughtful Mr Lim bought a pretty flower-shaped laptop cooler for me from China knowing that I've been complaining about the heat my laptop has been emitting. Now the base is very cool and shuang thanks to Mr Lim <3

Hehehehehe :D

Feel like baking cookies and cakes, just like last Christmas. But sigh, brings bad both happy & sad memories. Happy because I baked those cookies with my best friend, sad because.... you know. I think the next time I bake a cake, I'll put damn damn gao layer of hersheys chocolate icing on it ^-^

Baboon calls me monkey?!?!?! HOW CAN?!?!?!?! I shall smear dog poo all over your present this year. Lollllzxzxzxzxz.

Anyway I forgot to mention on Tuesday Miss Denise Tan 请我吃饭! Hahahaha thanks thanks Miss Tan & your hello kitty -_____-

:D

2008-03-26T22:55:00.004+08:00

BYEBYE 6 BLUE NOTES

Well, I didn't blog yesterday. But I'm blogging now. I DIDN'T GO TO WORK TODAY! :D But I like withdrew 300 bucks from my bank account to return daddy for my laptop BYEBYE 300 BUCKS! ):

Boring day today. Watched 4 movies on the net. Ho ho. Tomorrow not working tmr, self-declare holiday! :D

Pardon my wordy entries (again) haven't been going out this week other than to work. Bought a Dorothy Perkins top last Saturday with Melinda :D

My schedule's kinda hectic for the next half-month.

SHOW YOU! :D Shun bian can haolian my green alien organiser that Xy tempted me to buy :D
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Very no link -_- BUT HEY I WANNA SHOW YOU THIS TOO!
MY NEW SNEAKERS! Bought at a sale ^-^
SALES ROCKS! :D

(click to enlarge)
This is my schedule for March.
Pretty empty I must say, but see the last row!
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK~ (7 times :D)

(click to enlarge)
April's schedule. See alr quite sian. But the first week is YAYYYYYYY! :P

My organiser's cute righttttttttttt :D

As most of my friends know (and now you know) weekends reserved for family unless for work or important appointments like.... I don't know. LOL. So kinda busy...

Hokay the photos took like 20 minutes to upload lah! Gawd waiting SUCKS. I think because the photos are at least 1MB big. Lol. The power of a 7 megapixel Nikon. Hahaha. Nikon's macro mode isn't very good though, just using it because it's FREEEE! :D Like hello~ *waves hands* it's not everyday you get a FREE Nikon alright!

Stop whining, Weiying.

Okay shall go surf some serious net now. LOLZ BORING SHITZ?!?!?!

Choices have consequences. I made that decision, now I'm bearing the consequences on my own, with nobody to support me. Sigh, why did I fall so deep? Why?

2008-03-25T00:14:00.002+08:00

Working like a dog -_-

I don't know why I agreed to work 7 days straight for Harvey Norman Roadshow at Suntec -_- So stupid of me :(

Might not be updating anymore this week. Depends on how tired I am. Heheheh.

COME VISIT ME OKAYYYYY =)

eileen haha you too
cert haha switch alr!
!xavier on a steeeeeek! :D
zhiwei WHATTTTT??!?!?!??!?! lol.
qiang qiang errrr who are you? lol.

2008-03-23T17:16:00.002+08:00

Addicted......

To God Of War : Chains Of Olympus. I've been playing for like 3 hours straight lor. Heheh. I wanna finish this game then play the next difficulty. Can't believe Hong Jie finished before me -___-

(30 minutes later)

Ended up in Hades WOOTS FINALLY! Almost got turned into stone by stupid Medusa-S (so manyyyy -__-) but holy me tore off their heads before they managed to turn me into stone. NANY NANY POO POO! :D

Okay I shall go continue tearing off monsters' heads YAY! :D

2008-03-22T22:49:00.003+08:00

Number six hundred and twenty.

2008-03-21T16:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY!

As you know today is good Friday also known as Easter Day to some people where you make easter eggs or easter bunnies using chocolate and give them to your loved ones or something. This tradition isn't really practised in Singapore, but I felt like giving people easter eggs so I drew some for my friends.........

I wanna show you people something.

Jerrick drew an easter egg and it look like THIS. Omg -_-

FUGLUSTING!!!

{EDIT}

Feli said Easter Day is on Sunday hahahaha SORRY MY BAD!

{/EDIT}

Random post hehehehehe :D

2008-03-21T11:36:00.001+08:00

The big word, WHY.

I was really hurt by what you said last night. I didn't realise that you thought of me as a big cheat. A lot of people owe me money I'm a little confused by who owes me how much. Not only did you not understand, you actually accused me. I'm really, really hurt. I assume you don't trust me anymore, if so, why do you call me your best friend? I'm not blaming you for anything, I'm just very disappointed by what you said, what you thought I was trying to do.

I know you've been busy with your school and all, but not to the extent that we haven't met in 3 months? We used to meet every 2 weeks. Why? What happened? We're really drifting already. We've gone through thick and thin together for the past 10 years and now you seem like you wanna give this friendship up. Can you bear to? I know I can't, I hope you think the same way.

Cherish what you have now. Don't wait until it's gone then you start to regret not treasuring it.

zhiwei I have no idea what the fuck you're saying? lol.
!xavier hahahaha yeah on a steeeek!

2008-03-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

Dear PSP, where are you???

I kinda miss my PSP. Lol. I have another one with me now but the games inside are damn sucky and poor me, I don't have any UMD. I lent my other one to HongJie to drag DJMax in because I got sick of Sims 2 ho ho :B I hope I can get it back soon. Come to think of it, I don't know why the hell I wanna play DJMax I can't complete the easiest song for nuts -_-

I had these 2 PSPs since sec 3 EOY, thank goodness because without them I think I'll die. No entertainment. I've got almost all my gadgets already woots! :D

Handphone
Digital camera
Laptop
PSP
Gameboy -____-
MP3 player
LAPTOP!!!!!! :D (I know I typed this twice -__-)

I collected pay from M)Phosis and Henca already but I think it'll all go to my dad after the cheques cross because I have to fork out 300 bucks for my laptop T_T

Byebye my pay for March T_T

cheehao hello yeah I can see that lol.

2008-03-19T18:25:00.003+08:00

EMOTIONAL?

You're emo. She's emo. He's emo. It's emo. I'm emo. They're emo. Everybody's fucking emo nowadays what the fuck is wrong with this world even I'm affected by this fucking "EH-PEE-DEH-MEEC" (epidemic).

I know we always argue, I know there are times I made you pissed and you ignored me and there are times you made me equally pissed and I ignored you, but why ignore me when it wasn't ME who made you pissed? Why "drag" me into the picture? Sigh, but if that will make you feel better, please continue to do so despite me feeling really fucked up about it.

Ya lor everybody emo lor the world is going to end soon lor.

Learn from this video lor then will become TRULY EMO lor.

The world is coming to an end -______-

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Quoted from Charyl,

It's hard to tell my mind to stop loving you if my heart still does.

Quite true. I keep trying to tell myself not to love you anymore, to forget you completely. Yet something is telling me not to. Keep telling myself to delete your contact because it hurts everytime I see you online, stupid I know, but something is telling me not to. I guess that "something" is my heart. I really don't know what to do. It's been 2 months and 3 days. I guess time heals all wounds. I hope it does.

2008-03-19T01:21:00.004+08:00

Nostalgia

Can't sleep. Started to ponder over past events that happened, both good and bad.

This photo made me turned on my taps, thinking of the wonderful times we used to share as best friends, classmates, neighbours, "mother & daughter", etc., knowing that all this will never happen again.

I just want to know, what happened between us?

2008-03-18T17:40:00.002+08:00

Shit!

Today was a fucked up day I don't know what's wrong, seriously. Went out in a happy mood, then came home in a damn bad mood. Sigh, nobody was pissed, dude, you were paranoid. Sigh, I don't know what's up, I can't judge either.

Swearing like nobody's business on the MRT while playing God Of War : Chains of Olympus on my PSP with Hong Jie continuously telling me to shut up -___________-

Sims 2 on the PSP is already boring me after 15 minutes -_- Shall switch it with DJ Max some other time.

I feel like eating bah kut tehhhhhh ):

Btw, Thanks Hong Jie for adding that wonderfully gory game into my PSP, although I'm damn pissed because I can't kill the fucking basilisk after........ more than 10 attempts T_T

Random post.

ant No problem lah friend :)
Weilin Yep thanks! :)

2008-03-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

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OMG THIS IS FUNNY.

You know the xbox game guitar heroes? Ha ha ha I kick your ass!
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Okayyy maybe at halo.

HAHAHAHAHA. OMG LAH.

2008-03-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

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Whassuppppppp~ Actually I have nothing to say....... Just felt like blogging? Fiona just cancelled our date tmr so I'm kinda bummed :(

Still haven't taken the right photo to change to.
<<<<- that photo is kinda old already right. Zzz.

Anyway,

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ANTONY! :D

2008-03-15T23:18:00.001+08:00

ERP DRIFT

I wonder if you know,
How they live in Ang Mo Kio
Go to city many gantry
Can't afford your speed too low
Fast and furious! (Kena!) (beep! beep! beep!)
Slow is dangerous (Aiyah!) (beep! beep! beep!)

I wonder if you know,
How they live in Toa Payoh
Please lah tolong, only Lorong
Not Expressway also tio!
Fast and furious! (Kena!) (beep! beep! beep!)
Spread like vir-ius! (Aiyah!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Many many taxes danglin
ERP now is randomin
Keep your speed 'bove 45
Or everybody Cashcard won't survive!
Suka suka ERP on
Happy happy gantry can born
16 new ways to gope your lui
See already want to pui!

Gahmen say take MRT
Cos car is only luxury
Build the road for Fellari
Normal car will up lorry
Ji Pa Ban (uh!), Ichiban (uh)
No million dollars you Lan Lan
CTE is the place to be
Singapore road for VIP

I wonder if you know,
How they live in Ang Mo Kio
Reach work early, at 5.30
Spend three hours drink teh-o
Can't be seraious! (wah lau!) (beep! beep! beep!)
Live like vampires (ouch!) (beep! beep! beep!)

I wonder if you know,
Where the gantry never grow
Where the lorry Never worry
Travel freely where you go
Pulau Bukom! (Don't have!) (beep! beep! beep!)
Pulau Tekong (Huat ah!) (beep! beep! beep!)

This is FUCKING FUNNY.
MR BROWN ROCKS.

2008-03-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

IT SHOW 2008, My new sneakers.

I'm sorry. I just wasn't in a good mood, and it affected how I thought of you. I'm just. Sorry.

As promised, IT SHOW 2008! I'll let the pictures do the talking :)

Webcammingg :D

Hello sir/miss, looking for a laptop? Is there any particular specifications or pricing of laptop you're looking for? Can I recommend you some Toshiba laptops? *wide smile*

Xy & Hui Rong.

Webcamming againnnn~ because we were bored & waiting for the guy to tell us to turn off the laptops SO WE CAN GO HOME ZZZ.

Jo :)

Xiao John promoting the laptop (which is the model that I bought)

Xy & Jamie :)

Jo & Xy :)

:D

Slacking around & cam-whoring during the last hour of IT show & no mood to sell already because all we were thinking about = when are we going to knock off?

Lol.

I'm waiting for Stella to send me the other photos =/